beautiful princess's life

“那些年我们一起追的女孩”

2011-12-07T10:42:00.003+08:00

好久，
好久，
都没动部落格了...
没想到，
重新回到这，
会是因一部电影...
哈哈

看完这部电影后，
意犹未尽，
所以疯狂地下载了原著...
读完后，
心情更加的复杂、舍不得...

然后疯狂的“拼命”听九把刀写的《那些年》...
边听边看歌词，
更动人、更感伤...

原著，
更细腻地写出每一份细节...
写出了更多“错过的缘分”...
我不敢说，
如果柯景腾（九把刀）再勇敢一点、在坚持一点，
结局一定会不一样、他一定会与沈佳怡白头到老...
但，
我敢说，
或许，
他不会空追八年...

歌词，
更深刻地表达出他的心声...
写出了那份“如果可以重来”的心情...
他的“感慨”、“遗憾”、“舍不得”，
最重要的，
“不可磨灭、无法忘记，最甜最青涩”一辈子的回忆...

因为是个真实故事，
所以非常写实的反应出，
“life is not always a fairytale with happy ending.”

我的心情，
还是很“激动”、
还是无法“平复”...

九把刀的“痴”、“热血”、“疯狂”、“独特”地追求沈佳怡，
让我非常感动...
就像沈佳怡自己对柯景腾说的：
“经历过你是怎么喜欢我，就会觉得其他人对我的喜欢，无论如何都没办法跟你相比...”
“原来被你喜欢的感觉，真的很幸福。”

虽然，
没有真正在一起，
但这样的“互相喜欢”，
也非常轰轰烈烈的美。

虽然，
有点惋惜，
但还是一段，
令人羡慕的回忆。

super long never post le =XX

2011-06-15T12:51:00.004+08:00

i super duper long never post on blogger le!!!
and it's not my fault!!!
haha
so many times, i wanted to post,
but blogger keep flashing error,
refusing my post blah blah blah...
LOL!
finally...
like reallly finally...
hhahaa

anw, was listening to <散場的擁抱> by 倪安東...
watched the mv,
突然有种莫名的感触...

突然好想，

轰轰烈烈谈场恋爱...

想知道，

那种爱过、

伤过、

痛过的感觉...

曾经认为，

幸福、

快乐的爱情，

才最甜蜜...

但现在觉得，

其实，

要有痛过、

哭过，

才算真真爱过吧?

哈哈

听起来，

好像有点偏激，

有点悲观?

哈哈哈哈

hahaha...bday pre-plan

2011-02-12T15:01:00.002+08:00

hahahha...
told mummy bout him...
den we all LOL about his 现实-ness!!!
LOL

but i'm so happy larr...
initially i still thinkin how can i let him know...
wow,
but i think my impractical bday list helped me a great lots!!!
this is call:
“有心插花，花不开。无心插柳，柳成秧。”
*happy happy*
^-^

on a lighter note:
my bday wishlist is not really for you to get it larr...
cos many people ask me for wishlist...
so i juz anyhow give lorr...
okk...
not exactly anyhow,
they are really what i feel like having...
but they are for someone elses
and of cos NOT to ask from my frens larr!!!
so ex!!!
i not so crazy to really ask from frens!!!
hahaha

On a heavier note:
this party is making me crazy le...
it's burning a big hole in my pocket le larr!!!
=((
i think the estimated cost is bout $2K? (hopefully not more than)
OMG!!!
i think with this amount,
i can get most of the things in my list myself le!!!
LOL
sometime i really wonder,
is this celebration a good thing or a bad thing???
=XX

peanut...

2011-02-06T23:27:00.003+08:00

today during lunch,
mummy said she gave peanut's cage back to peihui jie jie...
den my younger sis and i went "huh!?!?!"...
den mummy said,
she gave back the green one only,
cos the tank peihui jie jie dun want...
so my sis and i were relieved(cos it's the tank, which peanut spent of her life in)...
den my dad asked: "den did you give her the (hamster)food???"
den mummy replied: "i didnt...cos not she brought over de, den dunno if she want or not...but i return her all the other miscellaneous things(the house, the wheel, the bottle etc.)..."
den,
suddenly,
the tears juz swell up in my eyes...
my vision became so blur,
that i have to quickly go over to the living room to wipe away them,
before they start spilling out...
den i start to weep on my sofa...
and i juz cant stop crying...
so LOL right?!?
hahaha

i know right,
dunno why i still cant get over it and move on...
i'm juz like a whimpy kid...
hmmm...
i guess,
it's bcos her stuffs are given away,
that make me so sad...
so little things left of her,
in fact,
only 1 tank is left...
haha

i once told my fren,
"i want a hamster as bday pressie"...
but to think it again now,
i'm not at all certain bout it...
i dunno if i can handle such situation for a second time...
i dunno if i will treat it as a substitute of peanut,
which i think is very unfair to the new hamster...
so i guess,
i shan't have a new hamster...
hahaha

CNY coming!!!my shoes =))

2011-01-29T14:18:00.005+08:00

CNY COMING!!!

it's juz FOUR more days!!!

hahaha

^-^

and today i decided to check out what new shoes do i have for cny,

and to my surprise,

i got this amount of new shoes!!!

front view

digonal view

hahahaha

i think that's all?

not sure though...

LOL

but for your info,

i havent buy any this year(the above are bought last year)...

which mean,

i can still buy shoes for this year right???

wahahahah

=DD

"Green Hornet"

2011-01-28T13:11:00.008+08:00

Aaron won this pair of "Green Hornet 3D" movie special screening,
and invited me to watch with him...
haha
i'm not exactly a fan of Jay chou...
but this movie is indeed not bad...
an action-comedy movie
though the "green hornet" (Seth Rogen) and his secretary (Cameron Diaz) not that super good looking...
the plot and everything is not bad...
worth a catch
=))

Now, the story:
BRITT REID (SETH ROGEN) is a dead pan and laid-back party animal who lives a life of waste. When his father suddenly dies from a deadly bee sting (or perhaps, he has been murdered?watch it and you will know),

he family’s media empire becomes infested with ruthless heroin smugglers.
BRITT decides to form a collaborative alliance with KATO (JAY CHOU) his father’s trusted mechanic.
Together they spring to action to combat the bad guys by masquerading as villians.

The most sinister of the baddies is the crime boss CHUDNOFSKY (CHRISTOPHER WALTZ),

a Russian mobster who is uniting the criminal families of Los Angeles under his command.

and as i was finding the poster picture on google,
i got some poster in different language...
quite cool!!!
haha

poster in English

poster in Chinese

poster in Korean

poster in Turkish

poster in Spanish

I'm sure there is more...
but i not so bo liao to go find everthing
LOL

oh,
even the DVD for "green hornet", is out...
but it's by Bruce Lee!!!
haha

on a side note: i'm gonna meet lilin later for shopping!!!haha =PP

A Little thing call love =))

2011-01-23T15:13:00.005+08:00

I think thai movie are getting better and better...
and i'm definitely not kidding!!!

i used to have the impression that thai movies are those "horror movie"...
but then,
i realise they are shifting from "horror" to "romance comedy"....
and they are definitely as good!!!

recently,
in last december,
christmas eve,
i watched "Hello Stranger"
(refer to http://pisces-doll23.blogspot.com/2010_12_01_archive.html for the review)
and i totally love it!!!

until yesterday,
i watched "a little called love" (or known as "first love" in some other translation)...
ohmygosh!!!
this is gonna be my movie "new love"!!!

the storyline is really very "real life"...
like what is stated in the trailer
"little things that happened in most people..."

the movie is funny and the actors are great,

it is about a high school girl (Pimchanok Luewisedpaiboon) her name was Nam

and she has a crush on his senior, Shone (Mario Muarer),

a photographer and a football player...

at first Nam is like a ugly duckling,

and because she wants to be recognize by Shone,

she make some move like having a rank one on her studies,

and do all things to became a pretty girl so that Shone will recognize her...

in the middle something happened,

and i really have the urge to off the movie,

cos it's so "i-cannot-take-it"...

=XX

but the ending was,

"ohmygosh!!!"

haha

so yupp yupp...

definitely worth watching!!!

*thumbs up*

=))

so the next movie i gonna watch is

"bangkok traffic love story"

hope it will be nice too

=))

re-open of sch

2011-01-10T00:00:00.001+08:00

School staring in 9hrs time from now...
hope i'll love sem 2!!!
LOL

night people...
and hello school!!!
LOL
=PP

so sweet(from jean)!!!

2011-01-09T23:29:00.002+08:00

my dear jean jean wrote this her blog:

"Friends like you make my year end holiday meaningful:) we might have grown apart through the year as we got busy with our own lives but times like this bring us back a million times over. And it's when I retracked our years of friendship that I suddenly realised we've been friends for way longer than I actually remember! This is for you and our 14 years (and counting) of friendship ♥ "

and that is for me!!!
haha...
aren't she my sweet little darling?
guess,
this is what everyone call "friends forever"...
and yes,
it's still counting...
and i thanks god for letting us be friends
love ya!!!
=))

missed the cruise

2011-01-08T16:11:00.004+08:00

I'm back from my cruise ride!!!
OHMYGOSH!!
i had alot of new experiences!!!
haha
and i totally MISS THE CRUISE!!!
hope i can go on it again real soon!!!
though i know the things and people i miss,
won't be there again...
nevertheless,
maybe new ride,
new fun?
hahaha

oh,
and i think i met my "white-cute-rocking-horse"...
haha
but oh well,
if he's my "destiny",
we are bound to meet again...
if not,
too bad!!!
hahaha
一切，
就顺其自然吧!!!

hope i'll still rmb him den...
hehe
=))

New Year resolution?

2011-01-05T13:51:00.004+08:00

haha...
seems like most people are setting "new year resolution"...
should i too???
hahah

to me,
new year resolution is:
"things we wanted to do...
but failed to do...
so want to try our best to try to do it"...
haha
so what's the point???(i mean for me larr)
if i want to do,
i'll try my utmost best to do it(but no guarantee will succeed)...
if i not that determine,
i may or may not do it(depend on my mood)...
and if i don't want to do it,
i won't do it...
LOL

so for me,
instead of calling it "my new year resolution",
i'll prefer it to be "my to do list"...
and the utmost impt on my list currently is:
#1 Get my party planned nicely and over with it!!!

haha...
i know planning party is fun,
but super headache too!!!
have to decide on venues,
food,
cakes,
deco and stuffs!!!

worst still,
have to FIGHT FOR VENUE!!!
cos i super unlucky,
this year CNY falls on my bday month...
so alot of places,
like ALOHA bungalow, NSRCC bungalow etc.,
are FULLY BOOKED for the the WHOLE february's weekends!!!
if only i'm living in a bungalow or something,
then i dun need to think bout venues!!!
*argggh*
=((

followed by food...
no fighting for caterer,
but too spoilt for choice...
all the menus look good...
but no idea if it's really good...
muz search for each and every caterer's review...
read until i can faint le...
LOL

deco...
this one can faint too!!!
if i'm holding a party,
i want a nice one...
and not juz somewhere to invite fren,
ask them eat,
cut cake,
byebye...
that kind...
i want a place,
they can remember ever going before...
we can "cam-whore tgt"(ok...this point abit LOL)
a place,
not too elaborate,
simple yet nice enough...
haha...
very hard to please...
but den,
cos i want to do it,
i have to do it...
so search for the deco i want is really a big headache!!!
@_@

and school is starting soon for me(next week)...
i wonder if i still have the time to finish all my planning stuffs when sch starts...
so squeeze everything out by this week is juz so...
haiz...

anw,
cross my finger and hope that i can get my "saf seaview resort"...
though chances are slim...
hmmm...
nevertheless,
juz help me pray hard
thanks in advance
=))

Next on my list is:
#2 STOP BEING LATE!!!

haha...
i'm still trying very hard to change...
hope for the beat
*cross my fingers*

Next is:
#3 score better for this semester

actually initially,
it's not in my list...
cos intitally i rmb my most frens from my jc clique saying,
wanna play and enjoy for the "last student life" etc. ...
and i like the fun idea...
so i didnt study as hard...
didnt mug at all...
last min study and stuffs...
but den,
in the end,
i realised,
liked everyone changed back again...
all(almost) of them start mugging like nobody business...
emmm . . .
everyone like aiming for the "dean's list"???
seem like i'm one of the few,
who believed in "playing hard"?
haha
ok...
so i decided,
i should like stop playing so hard and study more(hope that i will be determine enough)!!!
hahaha
=PP

#4 Spend more times with friends

i believe in "managing friendship"...
it's juz like a plant,
if you water less,
fertilise lesser,
it will grow slower...
and if you stop watering it,
it will juz wilt sooner or later...
i'm abit unsure if our friendship is grass or protected plant?
so juz in case,
i want to spend more time with them...
hope that they are equally willing too!!!
=))

haha...
i think currently that's my to do list...

well,
will be going on a cruise ride this evening till friday(05 jan-07 jan 2011)...
a last relxation break before school start!!!
*STARCRUISE SUPERSTAR VIRGO, HERE I COME*
^-^

summarise of a week out

2010-12-28T23:15:00.011+08:00

lotsa things happened over these few days(or rather, past 1 week?)
haha
i know i havent even update my china trip but well,
little by little larr
=PP

20 Dec 2010
Met up with darling jean jean,
for dinner and shopping...
haha
but well,
we didnt get to shop much...
but great catch up session...
talked much...
miss her lots lots
=))

21 Dec 2010

met up with lilin, yinah, constance yuxuan, yanfen and cheyu,
for a early christmas gathering...

went ajisen for lunch

had scallop ramen set meal

and i think my prawn tempura photo look artistic

=PP

and proceed to play nation (the hangout) to play wii!!!

haha

fun and aching arms come in a pack!!!

LOL

23 Dec 2010

celebrated sihui, isabel and chalene birthday at downtown east coasta sand chalet

=))

watched "Gulliver's travel in 3D @ehub!'s cathay,
after celebration
very funny movie!!!

=))

24 Dec 2010

watched "Hello Stranger" @ TM's GV,
with sisters and kian bro!!!

oh,
i really love this film too!!!
but the ending abit "hanging"..
LOL

A little review:

This is a Thai movie with Seoul (and all about Korea) as the background.
Directed by Banjong Pisanthanakun,
who previously co-directed the hit horror thrillers Shutter and Alone then Phobia & 4bia. Starring : Chantavit Thanasevi and Neungtida Sophon.
For me, the genre is silly-comedy-sweet-sad yet romantic
hehe^^
the story is about a pair of young Thais,
who are going to have a vacation to Seoul, South Korea.
at first they're not knowing each other,
they have their own plan to Seoul.

until that silly guy who broke up with his girlfrienfd (in Thai) meet the woman,
who stayed at different hotel with the guy.
the guy is getting drunk and landed at the backpacker-hostel doorstep of the woman.
after that moment,
the guy is following the woman to everywhere.
and it started from here,
they went together for 2 days and suddenly they realized something different between them. the guy looks confused and doesn't even know about his "feeling" to the woman.
they didn't want to know each other's name.
to cover it, the woman says her name is "May"
and she gave a name to the guy which is called "Darng" (which mean "dog" in thai)
LOL

well,
there are more,
but i shan't spoil it...
not a bad film,
so recommened to catch it if you have the time
=))

and we went nex for dinner after movie,
and my x'mas pressie shoppin!!!
haha
anw,
sis bought me a bag,
which i eyed a few days ago...
*happy happy*

父母、亲人

2010-12-17T04:46:00.006+08:00

有些时候，

我们会不经意做了某些事，

让父母既生气又担心...

可是，

当“生气”和“担心”两者并存的时候，

担心当然多了!!!

在亲人身边，

虽然有时候受委屈，

但大家还是疼我们的...

大家的动机都是善意的...

没有人真正想伤害我们...

可是，

在外面碰到的人就不一样了...

我们或许还是能碰到好人，

但坏人，

大概也会碰到吧...

到时候所受的委屈，

才是真真确确的委屈啊!!!

所以，

好好珍惜处处都为我们好的父母、家人、亲人啊!!!

=))

happy 19th bday yuxuan

2010-12-15T05:13:00.002+08:00

HAPPY SWEET 19TH, YUXUAN!!!

^-^

finally back =))

2010-12-08T11:39:00.001+08:00

finally,
i. am. BACK!!!
hahhaa
=PP

well,
i wouldn't say my trip is bad,
but not fantastic either...
=XX
(will blog bout it in more detailed at a later date, if i'm not too lazy)

not much sight-seeing did,
things are not as cheap as bkk(you see, i go for cheap stuffs, so i kinda disregard the quality...but no doubt, though the 'cheapest thing' thing i bought is more ex than bkk, quality wise is better...LOL),
abd most of the clothings are winter wear...
which mean,
i dun get to buy much back!!!
my luggage is only like 14.2kg,
which usually,
whenever i go oversea,
it will just overweight like crazy(LOL)!!!
*boohoo*

and,
my semester exam result is back...
i didn't do fantastically well,
but at least,
it still consists of As and Bs,
which i'm quite satisfied!!!
=))

next sem,
i'll work slightly harder,
to get more As and less Bs to push up my gpa
=))

random thght 1

2010-11-28T15:57:00.003+08:00

haha...
like what lilin said,
it's rotting!!!
LOL
but i'm juz so plain lazy after exam...
*bleah*

anyway,
decided to clear some cobweb before i 'MIA' for 1 week...
hehe
=PP

juz some random thought:

1st issue: too "pampered" =XX
ever since after i got into my new school,
my dream finally come true-
to know a fren,
who live by me,
has a car,
and drive me to school everyday!!!
hahaha
lucky enough,
i knew sihui from my course,
who live like 4 storey below me(we live in the same blk btw),
and out of 5 days a week,
she will drive me to school for 3days!!!
hahaha
=DD

and den,
recently,
donovan came back from,
and he happened to have a car too,
and not long ago,
he juz drove me out for dinner and send me home afterwhich...

and of cos,
my dad can drive too...

and now,
i realise,
i'm juz so "pampered",
being "ferried" almost everywhere i go,
i become so lazy to step out of the house,
unless someone offered to "drive"/ "ferry" me to the destination?
hahaha
=XX

2nd issue: i can survive without my phone =))
since i'm so lazy,
i'm stayed home for most of the days ever since my holiday...
and it's totally NOT boring at all!!!
there're juz plenty i could do,
which i don't have the time to do during school term...
i can sleep as long as i like,
and after i woke up,
i could talk to my mum,
help my mum babysit my 2 nieces,
talk to my younger sis(after her Olevel),
watch all my DVDs,
read all the storybooks, i've yet to read,
and blah blah blah...
well,
it might not sound interesting to any of you,
but,
it's a a leisure for me to stay at home!!!
and if you havent realise,
i've not mentioned a single thing bout my phone!!!
hahah
so conclusion:
i can actually dun touch my phone for as long as i could when i'm at home,
unless i need to ask someone something,
or waiting for a meeting plan to be set etc. ...
haha...
and one thing for sure,
when i'm home,
my phone will never be near me once,
unless i "went over" to it to check something,
so,
sometime,
i can actually "misplace" it and dont know where has it gone!!!
hahaha
=PP

okk...
this is goin to be a very long post,
so i shall split into 2...
LOL
=PP

(to be cont...)

random thght 2 (不会华文的华人)

2010-11-28T15:56:00.001+08:00

(cont...)

3rd issue: something i'm still not able to come to term with =XX
i still don't really understand,
why some chinese can say something as irresponsible as " i don't know chinese"
=.=
well,
perhaps they can say something like " i won't need chinese in the future" etc. etc. blah blah blah
这样也就算了，
有些说“我不会华文”的人，
却还想要进军华文演艺圈，
真是让我抓不透脑袋...
不会华文的华人，
为什么会有想进华文演艺圈的念头???
而若是说：“不是不会，而是不好...”,
那既然想进军“华人演艺市场”，
不是更应该一开始就把华文“搞好”吗???
就算有的父母会说：“华文没有用，英文才有前途...”之类的话，
身为有思想、智慧的人，
难道不能分辨“是非对错”；
什么该做，什么不该做???
如果是说：“我是突然想进演艺圈!!!”
那，
是不是，
如果进不了这个圈子、
或比赛，
就不用再学好华文???
若是抱着这样的态度，
何必那么勉强自己???
勉强是没有幸福的!!!

总而言之，
因为这次的某个“选星比赛”
让我不禁想要“质问”，
为什么可以接受华语那么不好的华人参赛者???
我相信，
一定有更多华语好的华人参赛者!!!
那么，
说穿了，
评委真的如大众所说的：“只注重外表，其他一概不管”???

如果给的解释是：“华文不好可以学，应给予机会”，
那么，
为何不让样貌平凡，
但华文不错的参赛者一个机会???
更何况，
这世上，
不是所有人都能天生丽质，
不美/不帅，
也并非他们的错...
在化装术如此强的现时代，
不美/不帅都可摇身边成“俊男美女”!!!
反倒是那些华文不好的华人，
若想进入演艺圈，
一开始就该把华文搞好，
若不好，
就等到好了才来，
因为华文可以搞好，
但美貌这种事，
除非有钱做整形手术，
不然，
除了化装，
也不可能有办法改变!!!
因此，
我由衷地认为，
进入华文演艺圈的机会应该给“会华文的华人”，
而不是那些“连用华语表带自己都有些问题的华文”!!!

anyway,
these are juz some random thght of mine...

and well,
i'm so gonna enjoy myself without computer and handphone for the next 1 week...
hahaha...
ciaoz
^-^

p/s: ALL THE BEST to my darling friends having exam soon!!!aza aza FIGHTING!!! =))

yogurt...and peanut

2010-10-12T00:16:00.004+08:00

This is Lilin's and Constance's little new darling, YOGURT:

Looking at yogurt's photo,

i can't help,

but thght of peanut...

haha

i know they are totally diff...

they are even of the diff breeds...

but i just can't help but thght of peanut...

i thght i have been able to put it down...

i thght,

i will no longer cry...

in fact,

it has been sometime that i can think of her without on the verge of crying...

but sunday,

when i accompany constance and lilin to go buy yogurt...

and lilin keep commenting that his eyes are so big, bright and pretty,

asking me to look and agree,

i suddenly got a very "scare" feeling...

looking at his eyes,

i suddenly thght of those last days of peanut...

her eyes,

my pain,

her helplessness,

and my helplessness...

these thght just flashed back...

...and i nearly breakdown at the petshop...

LOL

so useless of me,

i know right...

haha

i really miss my darling peanut...

stupid tears...

can you just stop flowing out???

hmmmm...

1 hand juz doesn't want to clap with another

2010-09-21T01:40:00.003+08:00

as a saying goes:
"it always takes 2 hands to clap"...

i understand...
and i'm trying hard too...

school is busy for all of us,
i understand...

if i don't take the initiativeto text you,
you won't bother texting me too right???

but if you have time to post on other's wall,
how time consuming can it be to just post another one???

who am i to you???
a monthly meet up fren???
hmmm...

maybe...
there is nothing more for you to talk to me about...
maybe sooner,
we don't even have casual topic to chat on during occasional meet up...
and maybe the day i fear will still come eventually,
that we become juz a "hi", "bye" fren...
hmmmm...

perhaps...
maybe...
the diff in "standard" since den...
make us drift apart...
and now...
we are like ocean apart...

i cherish you alot,
but do you feel the same too???
i doubt so baa...
ha. ha.
=XX

朋友

2010-09-06T01:54:00.003+08:00

人，
到了夜晚，
是不是就会变得特别感性???
也许吧...
尤其是现在的我，
读完莉琳和依娜的部落格后，
眼里泛着泪光，
有着许多感触和感动...

很开心，
遇见了你门所有人(you know who you are)...
你门教会我疯狂地玩、
疯狂地拼读书...

我真的不曾后悔认识你门...
或许我门现在各自已踏上了新的人生旅程，
但我门都不会忘记那段美好回忆，
不是吗???
或许我门都会遇到新的人、
结交新的朋友，
但往后无论开心或难过，
我门还是会互相分享，
一起欢喜，
一起悲泣，
不是吗???

这些真挚的友谊，
是我一辈子不会放弃的...
除非你门先选择离开我的世界，
不然，
我是不会把你门推出去的...

告诉我，
你门也不会轻易放手，
对吧 ???
=))

university ranking

2010-08-29T02:13:00.003+08:00

upon knowing my fren going china for her university studies,
out of curiosity,
i googled on the ranking of the world's universities...

and i realise,
for 2009 and 2010,
HARVARD University is the FIRST.

and it seems like
University of CAMBRIDGE and YALE University
are fighting for the second and third place,
with the former placing second in 2009,
the the later being second in 2010...

for asia,
University of TOKYO(22 in 2009; 19 in 2010),
University of HONG KONG(24 in 2009; 26 in 2010)
KYOTO University, japan (25 in 200 and 2010)
are the top three asia universities to appear in top 50...

as for singapore,
National University of Singapore (NUS) is 30 in 2009 and 2010...
but Nanyang Technological University (NTU) is 73 in 2009 and 77 in 2010...

haha...
i dunno how accurate are the sources,
but that's for you to judge then =PP

2009 ranking: http://www.topuniversities.com/university-rankings/world-university-rankings/2009/results

2010 ranking: http://www.university-list.net/rank.htm

regretted =((

2010-08-01T02:00:00.003+08:00

if i know i going to study here,
i would have gladly accepted the admin job offer at the beginning of the year!!!
oh crap...
i regretted!!!
=((

='((

2010-07-26T00:28:00.001+08:00

people in my course now are more chiong than my s10 clique!!!
i'm depress now ='((

lazy =XX

2010-07-25T22:23:00.004+08:00

ohmygosh!!!
i'm just so SUPER LAZY!!!
=XX

wanted to blog on BKK,
but lazy to wait for photos to be upload...

wanted to post BKK photo on fb,
but lazy to upload...

wanted to do my homework,
but lazy to touch my com(until now)...

i. am .just. a .lazy .girl!!!
=.=

funny =DD

2010-07-09T22:05:00.004+08:00

mummy told me a convo between my younger sis and her,
and the convo goes like this:
(s= sis; m= mummy)
s: actually the sheng siong variety show(every sunday, channel 8) is pre-recorded.
moreover, it's film in midnight!
m: but it always stated "live telecast". hmmm..so how you know?
s: cos my fren told me she going for the sheng siong 2AM recording.

if you didnt get it,
the "2AM" her fren referring is a korean boyband and not literally meant goin to watch the Sheng Siong's variety show at 2am!!!
=.='''
LOL

another convo between my aunt and my cousin:
(a= aunt; c= cousin)

c: (dialling my aunt's hp number...and when my aunt picked up her phone) mummy, suntec having Mango's sale. Can i buy?
a: really? pretty? you can buy if pretty. =))
c: oh...but what do you mean by "pretty or not"?
a: you see are they big and the skin got black dots or not lorr. =))
c: huh???what you talking about???

hahaha...
so apparently,
my aunt literally thought my cousin is referring to the fruit, mango,
and not the shop!!!
this is super LOL!!!
XD

and well,
came back from bkk yesterday...
it's totally FUN!!!
and i am dying to blog bout my bkk trip,
but it's gonna be long posts,
which will take up sometime...
so bear with me,
i will try to post my trip asap
=))

fairytale life no?

2010-06-30T15:34:00.003+08:00

"I have been hoping that life can be what we read in Fairytales;
ends with ‘Happily ever after’...
However,
as i grow up,
reality prove otherwise.
Life isn’t bed of roses.
You need to fall and learn to stand up on your own...
I view life as a continuous learning experience and always believe that as long as you feel that it’s right,
it doesn’t hurt others and it is not against your belief & integrity,
JUST DO IT! "

saw this at someone blog...
great mind think alike?
haha
but i do still want to think that "fairytale can still exist"
=))

dedicated to yinah...

2010-06-25T22:26:00.006+08:00

I'm glad yinah is honest with me...

that's the kinda honesty between friends,

that i'm seeking for...

cos i always feel that,

it's better to thrash thing out than to keep to ourselves till the day we can't take it anymore,

then "boomz"...

i think it will be super late for salvation by then...

so really,

THANK YOU!!!

=))

but i guess you're still abit upset...

still,

feel apologetic...

SORRY!!!

=XX

人

2010-06-25T02:34:00.004+08:00

刚看完本"新传媒"重播的电视剧"卫斯理之愿望之神"...

其中有卫斯理,

因为齐白的死,

而得出的感慨,

让我有所同感...

其实，

我们每一个人，

都有双重性格...

温柔的人，

也有粗暴的一面；

忠诚的人，

也有狡猾的一面...

只是，

大多数的人，

都选择戴上面具做人，

只把想要呈现的那面呈现在众人面前，

而把另一面隐藏起来...

若我们都无所顾及地，

随着欲望生活，

在这世上为所欲为，

那，

这世界岂不是会陷入一片混乱???

所以啊，

有时候，

戴着“面具”做人，

何不是件好事?

也许“戴”久了，

它还会成为真的,

让我们渐渐遗忘“另一面”...

不过，

当然是望掉“邪恶”的那面，

留下“善良”的这面，

才能让这世界变得美好!!!

＝))

btw,

had a crazy outing with my jc peeps!!!

and trust me,

we did lotsa crazy and stupid stuffs!!!

haha

well,

hope yinah quickly upload everything,

and you will get wht i meant!!!

haha

=PP

i'm enjoying the times with them!!!

^-^

surprise visit from christ and mave =))

2010-06-19T23:58:00.004+08:00

My last saturday as lipton promoter at PS carrefour!!!

=))

and guess what???

i got surprise visit from CHRISTY and MAVERIC!!!

^-^

christy:

yes...me without make up and nice dressing, standing beside someone so nice looking!!!LOL

haha...my face loook small in this pic =PP

Maveric:

i look so short beside him =XX

so long never meet them...

but the feeling is still s nice to hang out with them!!!

haha

hope we can have a proper outing real soon!!!

=))

X6 and lappy =))

2010-06-18T13:46:00.003+08:00

haha...

yeshiii...

i finally bought my Nokia X6 from last week computer fair!!!

=))

abit disappointing with the colour...

cos i thght it will be "pink"!!!

pls dun ask me "where's the pink"???

hmmm...

but well,

it's good overall...

the features, application and everything,

i'm quite satisfied

=))

but i might still...

(note:i said might)...

get iphone4 next year!!

*opps*

haha

=PP

and we got a lappy...

for $899...

and it comes with a FREE NETBOOK!!!

great deal huh?

haha...

am happy overall

=))

updates

2010-06-17T23:07:00.001+08:00

bought new stuffs from last friday to sunday computer fair!!!
okk...
i didnt buy them,
i didnt even have time to visit the fair...
my family bought them...
but it's still the same right???
muahahaha
shall show you my new tech frens in next post!!!
=))

said bye to meido cafe,
cos of my MOE music scholarship...
long story...
oh well...
=XX

finished a 4-days Motherhood fair work(3june to 6june)...
didnt take any photo...
cos i shy =.=
haha
but i like the people whom i worked with!!!
cos they are nice people!!!
haha
do hope to have the chance to work with them again!!!
^-^

currently being a weekend promoter at PS carrefour...
promoting Lipton products!!!
haha
so do come find me if you are free this weekend...
i can give you free sample to drink!!!
haha
=PP

met fen today at compass point...
we did a short catch up...
really short...
i think maybe just an hour or lesser?
too little time for filling each other up of our months of ongoing...
haiz...
we need long talk man!!!
quick quick finish exam and we can talk long long yea???
=))

and zean,
are you in love???
or around the edge of love???
i don't understand what you really meant in your blog...
enlighten me can???
=XX

one change lean a great deal!!!haha

2010-06-12T23:58:00.001+08:00

i finally see the meaning of "one change make a big different"...
LOL
=DD

same me with the
same outfit and
same hairstyle,
black hair me = juz any other normal chinese singaporean;
dyed hair(brown) me = a japanese!!!
=.=

another incident

same me with the
same kinda outfit(shirt and jeans) and
same hairstyle,
with fake eyelashes = people guess i am 18 year old;
without fake eyelashes = people guess i'm 14, 15 year old!!!
=.=

how can the difference be so big???
i seriously don't understand the rationale behind it!!!
LOL =.='''

my sinful supper

2010-05-23T18:30:00.007+08:00

OHMYGOSH!!!
so sinful!!!

I ATE A KIMCHI NODDLE

AND DRANK 1 CAN OF FRENCH VANILLA COFFE

at 1AM!!!

i think i will turn like this super soon!!!

arghhhhhh...

=XX

medical check up

2010-05-22T19:18:00.000+08:00

went for my medical check-up @ Raffles Medical Hospital yesterday,

and i thanks goodness i'm not 25,

so i don't need to undergo blood test!!!

muahahaha

=DD

and i almost did the world most stupid and embarrassing thing!!!

=XX

well,

after my urine test,

i was asked to go for my x-ray test...

so when i went there,

the nurse(or was he the receptionist?) gave me a robe,

and ask me to take off my top and bra and change into the robe...

so i did as i was told,

and went on tho wait for my turn to x-ray...

as i was waiting,

i tried to recall what was the procedure,

the last time(bout the age of 5) i had an x-ray...

and i faintly remember that,

when i went into the room,

the nurse asked me to take of my top...

and x-ray...

den as i was thinking,

i saw a male doctor walked out from the x-ray room...

and i go "huh???

how come is a male doctor???

so embarassing!!!

*shy shy* "

so finally when it was my turn,

i went in,

but it looked like nothing near what i had remembered!!!

well,

that's not the point...

while waiting for the doctor's instruction,

i stood there thinking,

should i undo my robe now???

but then again,

i decide not too...

i should wait for the doctor's instruction...

and

THANKS GOODNESS

i'm rational enough to wait for instruction...

otherwise i will just go BANG WALL!!!

cause,

the robe is actually specially made to be able to x-ray with it...

so i DUN NEED to stripe!!!

=XX

imagine i took off my robe,

and the doctor saw,

he would surely send me to "mental check" department!!!

LOL

=.=

well,

the whole check up is fast i must say...

it's really within 1.5 hour,

INCLUDING waiting time!!!

haha

i seriously thght i need to wait like ages lorr...

cause my number was 4032,

when the 1027 is still waiting for his/her turn...

haha

so for this,

i will give them thumbs up!!!

=))

dream...梦想...

2010-05-18T13:51:00.005+08:00

dream...
“梦想”...
a brave step into the unknown?

(photo credit to alicia lye's bf, jingsong)

“梦想”是什么呢？
踏向未知的世界...
一项想要实现的事？

把“梦想”两个字拆开就成了：
“在梦里想的”...
那么，
之所以称之为“梦想”，
就有如它字面的意思一样：
它，
其实就是一项不可能实现的事!!!

可以去实现的，
其实应该称为：
“目标”!!!

最近想了很多才发现...
原来，
我一直傻傻的把“梦想”混成为“目标”...
我一直以为，
“梦想”是可以被实现的...
却忽视了，
它其实是那么“遥不可及”的...
或许，
只有“不平凡”的人才有“不平凡”的力量，
把“梦想”便成“可及”之事...
但我自认，
我真的只是个平凡的女孩...

其实，
你们说，
如果眼前已经有一条平坦的路让我走，
我就不会再选择那条坎坷的路...
我只能说，
你们真的不了解...
哈哈

因为，
对于想要的东西或想实现的事，
我可以很坚持...
我会愿意“赴汤蹈火”，
“奋不顾身”...
哪怕会摔很多跤，
栽很多个跟斗，
我都不怕...

这次会做出这样的决定，
与“坎坷”或“平坦”无关...
也不是我想永远躲在他们的庇护下，
永远学不会长大...
只是，
我真的和你们不一样...

大家看到外面的“光鲜亮丽”，
但里面又是如何呢?
如果不是无意间发现，
我或许永远也不知道...
所以既然知道了，
我岂还能自私去“圆梦”???
而这个“梦”，
就算实现了，
也只是换来我的“无憾”，
根本没有一点“贡献”可言!!!
所以就算这样，
你还是会鼓励我继续自私地去“追逐梦想”吗???

所以，

做出这样的决定，

虽然，

和我愿本想要的差很远...

但这或许对大家，

都是目前最好的决择!!!

哈哈

而至于我呢，

我会学习好好爱上我的选择，

因为那毕竟，

将会伴随我九年!!!

哈哈

on a lighter note,

i'm still dealing with music,

which is something i know i love from the very day i'm born!!!

haha

=))

work training @ A87

2010-05-16T23:37:00.013+08:00

muahaha...
get to try out working at a maid cafe...
and all thanks to fen's info and of cos her fren, kelly!!!
thank you thank you!!!
=))

this is how the outside of the shop look like(photo from Emiko-chan):

bootcamp IIII "maids"(not official members yet):

akibanna boot camp IIII has started:

come support us if you have the time =))

(but the 1st week shift has juz ended...LOL)

inside of the shop:

the kawaii dressed table and chairs:

the nice ceiling deco(photo by emiko):

this is where you can find alot of cute stuff tiys and accessories for photo taking(photo from emiko):

the "cookies and candies" corner,

but many other cute stuffs are sold here too, other than just candies and cookies =))

started the day by mopping the floor...
then change into our kawaii costume...
take some pictures:

*failed* =XX

*passed* =PP

and then start business!!!

not many customers initially...
so was abit bored...
then we were asked to stand outside the shop to "attract customers"...
but instead,
we got people calling us:
"barbie doll" ...
and one even commented:
"the bell has rang, time to go school"
=.='''

as the day goes on,
more and more customers came!!!
and my 2 lovely ladies,
lilin and yinah,
came to visit me...

and we took cheki together(can't upload pic cos polaroid with yinah...LOL)!!!
*happy happy*
^-^

had my lunch(prepared by our lovely boss):

with emiko-chan:

btw,

the rest of the boot camp girls came for training on friday too!!!
so when there's no customers around,
i took photo with them!!!

kawaii kimiko-chan...so coincident to join this boot camp with chloe!!!haha...and she couldn't be sure it's me when she first saw me(cos she say i look abit diff)...so was waiting for me to stand up to confirm it's really me =.='''

sweet yuki-chan

cute miku-chan =))

had my menu test too...
and it's bad!!!
well,
since i had done whatever i knew,
i decided to take photo again...

emiko-chan!!!

yuki doing the test super seriously...when miyo came to collect our paper(when the time was up), she suddenly say "one more minute pls", in quite a loud voice(which according to emiko's saying is "very dramatic"), which emiko and i was quites shocked!!!LOL =PP

the "Ichigo Club" members(a girl band made up of 4 of akibanana's "maid"):

Ringo-chan

Mikan-chan

Yui-chan

Miyo-chan

my spoiled nail deco after all the dish washing:

den i tried cam whoring at the position saw at konomi's blog =PP

like got 2 people right???haha

better =))

emiko at work

dish washing area...emiko preparing to wash =))

and as i was drying the dishes that emiko washed,

i suddenly had a crave to cam whore with the cute utensils!!!

cute heart stirrer

classy teapot!!! =))

and pretty rose tea cup!!!

haha

dinner was alone,

cos emiko and i have to take turn serve and have dinner...
so i took lonely picture...

my lonely dinner...

half me pic =XX

zoomed in

lonely teddy...it was left alone there too...so 2 lonely "soul" took pic together!!!LOL =PP

me!!! =PP

well,

that's was basically what i did that day...

and was dead beat when i'm home(after 12hr of work)

conclusion:

had a tiring day...

is really working like a maid...

if mummy knows my job scope,

she will sure nag me...

cos she didn't even ask me to do any house work at home...

*opps*...
LOL

but fun at the same time...

cos i met great working partner,

EMIKO-chan!!!

and we get to dress up while at work!!!

haha

a memorable experience indeed!!! ^-^

which colour??? =))

2010-05-13T13:53:00.004+08:00

pink beige

chiffon pink

platinium blonde (bimbo colour? joke joke)

haha...
bored of my good-girl-black-hair look...*opps*
LOL

anyway,
since lilin also keen in dyeing hair,
we decided to have our "first hand DIY experience"...
but which colour???
give me suggestion yea??? =))

married =))

2010-05-12T17:07:00.000+08:00

yet another friend of mine get married...
settling down at the age of 19...
when most of us are still having fun,
being pampered like kids,
they are actually wives of others...
haha
admirable?
well anyway,

congratualation, sandra!!! =))

unknown stuff

2010-05-06T15:15:00.003+08:00

found a new stuff in my bathroom...
and i started examine it...

This is basically how the "new stuff" look like:

Its "side" (in case you wondering what's the three beads, they are pearls):

The "back":

The top:

the content:

close up look:

have you guessed what is it???

well, if you have not, some more clues for you...

clue #1:

it's definitely not some "cream" for external application,

cos it's placed together with all my facial wash, shampoo, shower cream etc.

clue #2:

all the wordings and diretion of use, are in melayu, and the only wordings in english(or rather, i understand) are "Whitening + Vit E"

guessed it???

well,

at that point of time, i made my guess...

since pictures of pearls were on the packaging,

i assume it's a facial wash product,

containing pearl powder,

that explains the "whitening" part!!! =))

so i happily took out a small portion,

and start washing my face with it...

and it contain "little bits",

which i assume this is a facial wash with scrubs =))

and the next day,

before i went to bath,

i thght of the new product,

and decided to asked my elder sis what exactly is that(since i'm quite sure was bought by her)???

and she excitedly tell me(hold your breathe, cos the answer is revealing):

"it's a body scrubs!!!"

what?!!

a BODY SCRUBS?!?!!!!!!

ohmygosh!!!

*faint*

and i used that to scrub my face =.='''

爱一个人

2010-05-05T18:32:00.005+08:00

saw this, and i thght it is quite meaningful =))

爱一个人，

　　要了解，也要开解；

　　要道歉，也要道谢；

　　要认错，也要改错；

　　要体贴，也要体谅；

　　是接受，而不是忍受；

　　是宽容，而不是纵容；

　　是支持，而不是支配；

　　是慰问，而不是质问；

　　是倾诉，而不是控诉；

　　是难忘，而不是遗忘；

　　是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；

　　是为对方默默祈求，

　　而不是向对方诸多要求；

　　可以浪漫，但不要浪费；
　　
　　 *不要随便牵手，

　　 *更不要随便放手

friends

2010-04-26T12:57:00.009+08:00

catched monga on friday,

with constance, lilin, guocong n sis, jeremy and shimin(constance's fren)...

the show was not bad...

and i think lilin sure find me a nuisance...

cos i keep asking her question...

haha...

sorry larr =XX

plot was ok...

but abit bloody...

haha

and i think the ending wasn't fantastic...

you can say i sadist,

but i seriously think,

since the four of them are sworn brother,

they shd abid to their promise--

"to die together, on the same day, same month, same year"

i think seriously think,

it can be improvise...

*opps*

juz my own opinion =))

and i finally finished watching 櫻野3加1!!!

i know i was lagged...

haha

realatively a not bad show...

i think the ending was ok,

but lilin thght it was lame!!!

haha =PP

hope to see more of the duo(ming dao and qiao en) work together =))

recently thght thru alot...

especially on the topic,

"friends"...

was really grateful to know them...

when lilin took the initiative to help me check...

and when constance asked me that day,

"when are you gonna seek our help???",

i was really really touched!!!

i mean,

they don't really have to care so much,

since it doesn't affect their lives at all...

but,

they showed their concern afterall...

they wanna help me...

and i felt the genuine concern in them!!!

and this make me think alot about "my friends"...

i think i'm a lucky girl...

to meet many caring friends,

of different "genre",

i've frens,

who helped me in many ways,

though they are, what they called, "little gestures",

many little = big gesture right?

haha

i've fren,

lending and leaving her expensive gadgets in my care,

when she feels that "xiin needs it"!!!

i've frens,

who understand we don't stay near to each other,

so they will always choose the "middle point" for meet up...

i've frens,

who we can share our problems and happiness together...

i've frens,

who know that i'm weak in studies,

and will render their helps,

sharing their personal study notes,

teaching me step-by-step,

though sometime some will pek cek with,

"how come xiin still don't get it???"

*sorry worr*

haha =PP

i've frens,

who will stand by me,

not believing in bad rumors about me,

not being influence by others,

believing that whatever i did,

there bound to be a reason behind,

with no harm intention

but of cos,

i also have frens,

who lied to me,

who choose the smart to study with...

who distanced from me when found new friends...

who don't share things(unless the person feels that the other party has something worth it as in return)...

who think they are "more superior" than others,

who back-stabbed,

who ask the other frens not to share certain stuffs with me(cos they doubt what i said...they believe i'm selfish)

haiz...

to me,

friends are important to me,

apart from my family...

i won't let my family say bad thing about my friends,

and vice versa...

to me,

good friends,

are those who will stand by you,

no matter what,

believing everything you do is for a good cause,

even if they knew you lied,

they believe that you mean no ill-intention(you can say i naive, but that is what i always did)...

they won't doubt you,

they won't be influence by others about who a person you are...

they are people,

who are willing to share...

willing to help you when it is obvious that you're in need of help...

not afraiding that you'll win them,

but happy that you're finally on par with them...

to me,

good friends are those,

who i can comfortably tell you bout your bad point(if you ever have),

not afraiding to "offend you"...

who i can talk to you(in the tone) like you're one of my family...

who i can show my very true self to you...

haiz...

you're one fren that i used to be like that when i'm with you,

why do you have to destroyed it???

i guess,

perhaps,

afterall,

you only treat me as someone who you be with when you're lonely...

perhaps,

afterall,

i'm the only one who cherish it that much to feel the hurt...

scary =XX

2010-04-03T18:22:00.002+08:00

fen flied to hongkong le...
and i'm missing her!!!
*boohoo*
=((
wonder what is she enjoying now???
=))

something terrible happened yesterday night(or rather during midnight)...
something that i believe i'll never forget for some time...
i will still feel my heartbeat race,
whenever i close my eyes and see the scene playin back vividly,
hearing the loud thump...
*ouch*
*freaking*
shan't elaborate much...
it's not a nice memory...
and all blame to my bad random suggestion...
i should have thght of mummy and suggest home instead...
sorry xiang...
hope you get well soon!!!

well,
time for me to get my mind off,
by packing my wardrobe,
which willl be a horribly tiring chore to keep my mind mentally drain for awhile...
LOL

ciaoz ^-^

i will not give up!!! =))

2010-03-30T21:51:00.004+08:00

hmmm...
after much thought,
i decided to touch on this issue,
which i know many of you are concern...
regardless it's curiosity or genuine,
i wanna say,
thanks
=))

honestly,
i didn't do well...
not up to any of your standard...

perhaps,
in many of your eyes,
i'm not the "hardworking" girl...
but i at least i know,
at least,
one person know how much effort i had put in...
and i'm really grateful to ZEAN,
who said such a really touching "speech" to me dat day,
when i hate myself for once...
=))

and peanut,
can vouch for me...
the endless night i stayed up...
into the wee hours...
how many time i feel really helpless,
solving questions i can't solve...
feel like giving up...
but peanut and zean,
gave me the spirit to carry on...

perhaps,
my matter is not right...
but all i can say is,
my hardwork don't pay...
the ending,
is way lesser than even 1/8 of what i had given in and given up...

i guess,
i'm just not cut to do what i did...
i guess,
i'm just putting on a brave front...
i know i am not strong,
but i got to be strong...
i know i am not brave,
i got to be brave...
because,
only that,
can keep me going on...
only the "happ-go-lucky" faith help me look at life brightly...

i,
don't want to be destroyed by set back...
i,
don't want to feel sad because of failure...
i,
want to keep smiling on...
i,
want to continue being the optimistic, ever cheerful girl...
and i know,
i can DO IT!!!

this time round,
i want to give it another try,
i will give it another best shot...
i hope i can succeed...
as my fren,
you will support me and help me right???
GANBATTE!!!
^_^

守护者

2010-03-21T15:39:00.003+08:00

记得我曾经写过类似的感想，
但，
今天重看《不良笑花》时，
看到将小花被大家误会时，
唐门却仍然相信她，
守护在她身旁时，
不禁让我又蒙起同样的感想：

“如果有一天，
全世界都因为不了解而误会我，
大家都不可谅解我，
或是有人从中重伤我，
诬蔑我，
陷害我...
会有人愿意永远相信我，
永远与我站在同一阵线上,
永远守护我吗？”

regret

2010-03-21T12:48:00.002+08:00

that's how the society works...
survival of the fittest....
well,
a word from him...
and boomz...
all is gone...
no matter how well or how hard you did previously,
nobody really cares...
or at least,
to him,
a single mistake is all that matter....

well well well,
his doing,
taught me the cruelty of the society...
telling me that,
this world is no fairytale...

but,
i made a little vow...
one day,
just one day...
he will realise how wrong he was then...
i want him to learn the word
"regretful"...

a book can really never be judged by its cover

2010-03-15T14:16:00.004+08:00

ohmygosh...
i always forgot my appetite is small...
order a bowl of wanton noodle and a cup of ice milk tea...
and now i feel bloated...
filled to the brim and i feel like throwing after out...
any slight food's smell is gonna trigger my "vomit button"
=XX

and while lunching with my colleague,
i get to now more celebrity's gossip...
and some are actually "first hand" news worr...
XD

it all started with recent jack neo's affair...
like me,
steph and grace felt that jack is not the only one at fault...
we felt that wendy(the 1 involved) is partly to be blame too...
i mean,
it takes 2 hands to clap right?!?
so yes,
jack is at fault for "seducing" her with temptation(if what everyone says is true),
but if she isn't dat materialistic,
and had stood more firmly to the ground,
nbody could have waivered her,
then this would not have happened...
hmmm...

den they say the other girl,
Le Xuan (who stood up and disclosed that jack had also tried tempting her too previously,
but she didnt succumb etc.),
is actully trying to make herself known to public...
in order to get notice and famous overnight...
instead of what ppl think as "bravery act to speak up for victims"...
for that,
i got no comment,
on what purpose or agenda she has for standing up speaking out...
hmmmm...

since this issue is touched on,
1 of my colleague bao liao dat 1 of our local famous, talented singer is actually a flirt too!!!
according to her,
her fren met MKK at a club,
and because the fren is rather pretty,
so MKK approached her ask her to "sleep" with him!!!
it's like so OHMYGOSH kinda shocking news can!!!
i always think he look decent,
with his talents in instrument playing, song composings etc,
make me admired him even more...
but,
his moral value turned out to be as disappointing as jack neo's...
hmmmm...

i guess,
many things and people really cannot be judged by the cover
=XX

mcdonald help lose weight?!?

2010-03-15T10:12:00.008+08:00

Read an interesting article with headline reading:
"Weight Watchers says eat at McDonald's to lose weight"!!!
LOL
interested???
check out this link to find out more!!! =))
http://www.naturalnews.com/028372_Weight_Watchers_McDonalds.html

~~was kinda affected to know that i'm not in your BFF list...~~
~~because i might not be up to ur standard academically???~~
~~perhaps i felt inferior which led me to this conclusion...~~
~~perhaps i feel insecure...~~
~~maybe if i were to leave,~~
~~our friendship will leave too...~~
hmmmm...
=((

call me a PRO!!!haha =))

2010-03-10T09:18:00.006+08:00

tell me i am pro!!! =))
haha

today morning,
went to the atm machine to withdraw money...
and guess what?
the machine is on,
but bUT BUT,
the screeen is totally BLACK!!!
which mean,
when you put in your card,
the machine will says, "Welcome to POSB"...
but you cant see a single thing being displayed on the screen!!!
so the lazy me,
didnt want to walk to the other end...
tried to recall what are the procedures i did before when withdrawing(so i'm practically pressing the machine buttons based on my memory)...
and i MANAGE to do a CASH WITHDRAWAL!!!
muahahaha...

and there was s lady queueing behind for her turn...
i tink she will be quite shock when she see the screen...
then she sure either thinking,
"how that girl withdraw money???AMAZING!!!"
OR,
"how did that girl manage to spoil the screen after withdrawing???@#$%^%"
LOL

but anw,
i'm just pro...
and all thanks to my previous shopaholic-out-of-cash-so-keep-withdrawing-money experience!!!
no wonder ppl say,
"Practice make perfect."
so true!!!
LOL XD

dream...pursue or not to pursue

2010-03-09T21:36:00.000+08:00

caught in a dilemma...
should i pursue my dream and go oversea or should i not???
i know i've been waiting for this day for so so long...
and i've missed many chances previously to pursue my other dreams...
given my grades,
i could have stayed in singapore...
but this time round they didnt insist their way,
it is like for once they let me decide for myself!!! =))

However,
i am not too sure if i have the courage to leave everything here behind and go after my dream???
it will be at least four years before i will be back...
what if i feel home-sick???
what if i miss my family???
what if i feel like a stranger to my family when i'm back???
what if my sister needs me???
what if friends i cherish starts to forget me???
what if they start to distance from me???
will i be able to cope with all these???

i know it sounded silly...
perhaps,
i'm just not xiao1 sa3...
maybe eventually,
i will be back to square one...
LOL =XX

handsome caucasian

2010-03-02T11:33:00.003+08:00

OHMYGOSH...
got a HANDSOME Caucasian came into my office today...
for meeting with my company's marketing associate...
i thght only me thght so,
but when my colleague came into the office(from toilet),
she stood in front of my reception counter,
and ask me "dat person, who juz came in handsome right?"
hohohoho =DD

blurriness

2010-03-01T16:58:00.000+08:00

How dumb and blur can i get???

went to the toilet just now,
brought the office's mailbox key along,
thinking that i'll go down and get the mail after visiting the toilet...
so when i went in,
i out the key on top of a box,
beside the toilet bowl,
and when i'm done,
i saw the key and thght to myself,
this time round i'll rmb to take the key and not forget it like what happened to my hp...
den i went to the basin to wash my hand,
den dry my hand and throw the tissue into the bin...
so when i happily wanna go out and go get mail,
to my horror,
i realise the key was GONE!!!
like OHMYGOSH can!!!

i'm so frantically searching it high and low in the toilet,
recalling where did i misplace it...
did i throw it in tgt with the tissue???
and so,
i dig into the bin for the key(i know is super disgusting but yupp)...
dig out all the tissue(luckily only 3 pieces inside)...
open them out,
but found NOTHING!!!

i went back into the cubicle,
thinking maybe i left it inside again???
but NOTHING!!!
and i look at the toilet bowl,
OHMYGOSH...
did i flush it down???
DIE!!!

den assuring myself,
i wont be dat blur,
i went to the basin,
thinking, "did i accidentally wash it down the hole???"
but den,
quite impossible,
cos the holes are too small for the key to fit in!!!

den where the hell did the key gone???
i'm really really scare and panic!!!
so i search the whole toilet again (use look into the bin etc.)...
and i go to the basin and look again,
and realise,
IT HAD BEEN LYING ON THE TOP OF THE BASIN'S TOP!!!
*roll eye ball*
*faint* @_@

it camouflage itself so well dat,
i can't see it during my search until then!!!
i know i'm super duper blur...
but still,
it's a relieve that i didnt flush it down the toilet bowl!!!
LOL

reflection

2010-03-01T13:17:00.003+08:00

Something to reflect on:

Was on the way back to office from lunch,
and while waiting for the traffic light to turn green,
i feel unbearable to be exposed to the sun...
and i suddenly rmb the old granny i saw juz now,
standing under the hot scorching sun,
selling packets and packets of tissue papers,
hmmm.....
i tink she's selling at 3 packets for $1...
let say if 60 people buy from her per day,
she'll be earning $60,
and that's equivalent to the daily pay of most temp admin staffs now...

but have we ever give it a thght before?
while admin staffs get to sit in the office,
enjoy the air-con,
she's out there,
standing under the inhuman heat,
selling tissue papers...
if every dollars and cents are paid to her accordingly,
den yes,
we cant comment much,
cos every work nature and environment is different...

However,
what if,
she only gets to get 30%(or even less) of what she earned everyday,
while the mastermind behind,
gets to get 70%(or more) of that,
while juz sit in an air con room,
relax and enjoy life,
wont you find it infuriating and inhuman of them?!?

haiz,
i dunno...
i've read and heard this kind of stuffs ongoing in our very own society...
sometimes i really wonder,
where are their conscience???
lets us juz hope all these kinda scourge will disappear one fine day!!!
=))

embarrassing X_X

2010-02-26T17:07:00.002+08:00

something funny...

there was a Caucasian came into our office today...
as usual,
i invited him in and asked him who is he looking for?
den he answered "Paul."
then before i go off to inform,
i asked "and you are?"
he give an "alien look",
and answered "Paul.", with a smile...
so i thght he didnt catch my question,
and i asked again, "you are?"
and he said "Paul" again...
and i gave him e "do-you-know-what-i-am-asking?" kinda look,
and wanted to repeat my question for the third time...
but he answered again before i asked out,
"I'm Paul, looking for Paul." with a grin.
den i almost 'Laugh-out-loud' on my part of blurriness.
embarrassing to-the-max can!?!
X_X

and so i went into the room and told Paul,
"Hi Paul, Paul is looking for you."
LOL
XD

office =))

2010-02-26T13:56:00.002+08:00

Got lion dance at my office floor in the morning...
but obviously it's not my office celebrating (my boss is an ang moh..LOL)...
it's for the office opposite us...
haha...

when my office doors slide open,
the cymbals and everything is super super loud...
to the extent of unbearable state...
i almost go deaf...
lol...
but when the door is closed..
the sound still "penetrate" through...
but is still within my "bearable range"...
in fact,
it was nice...
and i was moving to the rhythm...
haha...
from this "experiment",
i knew that my office is somewhat "sound proofed"!!!
LOL XD

and yes,
so far, i still feel that my colleagues are very nice...
they lunch with me...
guide me along when there's so much thing i' blurred about...
i hope they wil continue to be that nice till the day i leave the office...
haha =PP

okk...
shall continue compiling my hotels list
=))

less vs more

2010-02-25T09:51:00.005+08:00

sometimes it's good to know less than to know more...
sometimes it's good to be less observance than more observance...
sometimes it's good to feign ignorance than to act smart...
sometimes it's good to assume less than to assume more...
sometimes it's good to be be less sensitive than more sensitive....
cos the "more" sometimes really hurt alot
><

on the lighter note,
there's a rather cute guy working at the office opposite my office..
lalala~
=PP

monday blues

2010-02-22T10:13:00.003+08:00

Now i totally understand how "monday blues" feel like =.=
seriously,
i'm so tired to wake up for work...
so tired to travel to work...
i even feel like sleeping while standing...
even when i'm out of the mrt,
despite the sun ray "glaring" at me,
i still can't feel awake!!!
ohgosh...
i shd really start to slp early again ><

well,
at least the thought of me meeting man, melia les and hunk(most prob) later,
make me abit refresh =))

alrigt shall get back to work now. =))

i miss kunwei's jacket...

2010-02-19T11:52:00.002+08:00

ohmygosh...
i'm freezing to death in my office...
cos i forgot to bring my cardigan!!! =((

how i miss sister kunwei...
rmb last time whenever i forgot to bring anything to school,
1 text,
and he NEVER fail to help me bring whatever i need!!! ^_^
how i miss those time!!! =XX

haiz...
how i wish he will appear with a jacket in front of me now...
LOL XP

ended

2010-02-15T12:02:00.000+08:00

finally,
my promoter job ended...
and i dun need feel traumatised anymore!!!
*twist* =))

but,
i tink i'll miss those short day nth to do with the carlsberg guy(anw, he's call shawn),
and his frens-- James, Teo(wei bin), nigel,
and we'll talk craps...
and also miss those times when i always see their frens( i know 1 of them is call adam) and girl friends come visit them...
and i'll miss those chatting time with cashier aunties and a malay cashier girl =))

well well well...
everything,
good or bad,
will come to an end eventually...
but life will still move on...
and that's part and parcel of life...

alright,
it's time to go on...
and thurs i'll start another new job as a receptionist...
wish me luck!!! =))
*cross my finger*

and i know it's already the second day of cny but still,
HAPPY CHINES NEY YEAR!!! ^-^

scary!!!

2010-02-10T13:00:00.003+08:00

ohmygosh!!!
i feel abit scared to go work now!!!!
cos got a guy,
everyday walked past my place,
then whenever see i'm alone(cos normally carlsberg guy will stand beside me)
he will come talk to me...
initially ask me the price of my products(normal, so i didnt tink much),
den after dat walked away...
den come back and ask what's my name, where i stay...
and keep giving the kind of “色迷迷”stare,
which make me feel SUPER UMCOMFORTABLE!!!
*faint*

and i thght is i tink too much lorr...
den yday overheard the carlsberg guy telling his fren...
“那个男的又来了。每天都走过这里看那个tiger(who is me)的。”
den his fren telling me,
“woah...你被stalked了！”

gosh...
so scary!!!
=((

Dek Woon Wai 小淘气

2010-02-04T15:14:00.001+08:00

nice song, by Four Mod =))

只能挂念着你坐着看你
我清楚地知道爱你只能换回伤痛
表白还是自我安慰都是一样的结果
就算说出对你的好感也帮不了什么

想要倾诉想要问你
又怕你会厌烦
于是我就这么静静的坐着

每天偷偷思念你
每当在你身边时
每次你看我我都悄悄地记着
想要说爱你
也许只能轻声地说
在你眼中我们不过是小淘气而已

关于你的事我真的不明白
她抛弃你还不够吗为和还等她回头
而我们之间的事你会明白吗
你让我如此沮丧为和还是关心你

想要倾诉想要问你
又怕你会厌烦
于是我就这么静静的坐着

每天偷偷思念你
每当在你身边时
每次你看我我都悄悄地记着
想要说爱你
也许只能轻声地说
在你眼中我们不过是小淘气而已

你是真的不懂还是装作不懂
告诉我你的意思好吗
发现你不看过来你的眼神给了我答案
否则你不回忽视我的存在

每天偷偷思念你
每当在你身边时
每次你看我我都悄悄地记着
想要说爱你
也许只能轻声地说

来不及再见...peanut, i miss you =((

2010-01-30T15:27:00.003+08:00

下过雨的蓝天彩虹浮现你的脸
那是小时候被你抱著来到海边
海风很咸幸福很甜
宽阔的肩任我撒娇又赖又黏

孤单单的黑夜星星映照你双眼
那是你走后望著窗外孤枕难眠
眼泪很咸幸福走味
回忆无限只能透过字里行间

你离开的那一天匆忙间来不及说再见
失去你的这些年没改变数不完的思念
是玩笑还是考验我们缘分那麼浅
好想许一个愿让我再见你一面

画红的每一字一句都写着我的心情...
来不及说再见...
我，
真的好想你...

说好的幸福呢？

2010-01-29T17:04:00.003+08:00

曾经说好的幸福，
怎么会不见了呢?
曾经相信的幸福，
怎么说走就走?
曾经看到的幸福，
怎么又突然消失?
幸福，
难道真的那么难拥有吗?

再次听了周杰伦的《说的幸福呢》
看到词曲人是方文山和周杰伦，
心里，
...
我相信，
和我一样知道的人，
大概，
也会和我有一样的感受吧!!!

如果你有在看，
要继续加油哦!!! ^-^

that's her!!! =))

2010-01-26T17:48:00.002+08:00

was bored to tear at home...
saw this and decided to post =))

When a GIRL is quiet ...
millions of things are running in her mind.

When a GIRL is not arguing ...
she is thinking deeply.

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ...
she is wondering how long you will be around.

When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds...
she is not at all fine.

When a GIRL stares at you...
she is wondering why you are lying.

When a GIRL lays on your chest...
she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday...
she wants to be pampered.

When a GIRL says ' I love you '...
she means it.

When a GIRL says ' I miss you '...
no one in this world can miss you more than that.

Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person ....

Find a guy...
who calls you beautiful instead of hot...
who calls you back when you hang up on him...
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep...

Wait for the guy...
who kisses your forehead...
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats...
Who holds your hand in front of his friends...
Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you...

Who turns to his friends and says,
' That's her!!! '
=))

加油吧，郭書瑤!!! =))

2010-01-26T00:55:00.006+08:00

was bored,
so searched for mv to watch...
came across 郭書瑤(瑤瑤) mv...
watched 3 of her mv...
and her 愛的抱抱MV, super lotsa awful comments!!!
like ppl complaining she behaves retardedly,
legs short and fat,
her 愛的抱抱MV like kindergarten porn etc etc.
hmmm...

judging at those comments,
"dislike" is too light of a word to describe the feeling these people have towards her...
and i dun really understand,
why do ppl hate her???
because her boobs big???
or bcos she like to show her boobs???
or bcos she like to "act innocent"???
LOL lorr...
i mean,
cant really blame her, can we???
if the which ever company want her to be like that,
it's not really all her fault right???

i rmb when Cindi first started changing to the "sweet" style,
many criticised too...
but sometime,
artists do not really have a choice, do they???
they too,
feel helpless at time...
but in order to continue in this industry,
they have to do whatever they are supposed to...
haiz...

anw,
back to 瑤瑤...
to some she may seem fake and a turn off...
but i'm sure,
there're people who do support her!!!
well,
give her some time,
i believe she will show more and more improvement!!!

well,
generally,
i think her
放棄你 and 來不及說再見 can be credited for...
these two songs are quite nice,
her voice,
not too bad too!!!
can give it a hear!!!
haha
=))

加油吧，郭書瑤!!! =))

Happy =))

2010-01-25T23:49:00.002+08:00

sis brought back good piece of news for me!!!
she went attending her friend's wedding...
and i helped her style her hair...
and guess what?
many of my sis friends thought she went to some saloon to set her hair!!!
and when my sis told them is her sis(who is me) styled her hair,
they all commented that i shd have go open a hair styling saloon!!!
haha
*happy happy* ^-^

it feel really great to get recognise for thing you do...
sense of accomplishment and satisfaction!!!
in life,
there are many things i failed,
and my confidence is waivered day by day...
but hair styling,
is the only thing i feel great at...
well,
of cos,
as compared to the professional,
i'm not anywhere near great yet...
but,
at least,
it's something i feel confidence in doing...

everytime when i'm done with a new hairstyle,
i really hope the person who's wearing that hairstyle feel happy...
and when others started to give positive comments,
it's delightful!!!
haha

oh well,
i hope my little dream will come!!!
*wish upon the star*
=))

which beret shd i buy???

2010-01-24T18:30:00.002+08:00

les showed me forever 21 stuffs just now,
and these beret caught my eyes!!!
*gosh*
which one(s) should i buy???
or shd i just grab all 3???
whahaha =PP

losing my treasure =((

2010-01-20T23:48:00.002+08:00

HOW CAN SOMEONE DO THIS TO ME???!!!!!

HOW CAN SHE TAKE MY PHONE!!??

DON'T SHE KNOWS THAT, IT'S EQUIVALENT TO STEAL!!!!

STUPID!!!!!!!

arrrrrgggggghhhhhh...

yes,

i officially LOST MY PHONE!!!

haiz...

last time i always say i "lost it",

eventually i will still find it back,

cos i always juz misplace it or forgotten it in some corner of my house,

or somewhere, where i'll eventually get it back...

but this time round,

i REALLYT LOST IT!!!

*boohoo*

seriously,

the phone model is OLD,

there's already lotsa SCRATCHES on the screen,

etc. etc. etc. ...

anw,

my point is,

the phone NO LONGER has ANY MARKET VALUE!!!

but,

it's of GREAT SENTIMENTAL VALUE to me!!!

it's the first brand new hp i ever owned...

the first hp my dad bought for me...

seriously,

i know it's nth ex or great,

but,

i juz wanna treasure it!!!

every time when it hanged,

i would just scold it: "stupid phone"...

though i had wanted to get a new one,

but i've no intention of disposing it!!!

i juz want it by my side,

ever and ever...

even if i'm not gonna use it,

even if it had stop functioning...

even if it's old,

i juz wanna keep it by my side...

juz like the first school bag my parents bought for me, when i started pri 1...

juz be in my room,

and accompny till the day i'm gone...

haiz...

well,

i guess,

i gotta blame myself for being careless...

if not,

i won't lose the phone i tresured...

=((

experience beyond words

2010-01-19T12:19:00.008+08:00

Performance on sunday @ jurong point-"Experience Beyond Words"!!!
it's a joint event organized by Ngee Ann Poly and National Library board, i tink?
haha
anw,
it feel great to meet up with Nutri, Leon(aka my knight), alicia and my best partner, Maveric!!!
haha
and make new friends-- Jayden and "the dino girl"(i duno her name...sorry ><)

was supposed to sing "way back into love" with mave,
but,
somehow i juz keep forgetting the lyric(*opps*),
and so,
we decide to sing 被风吹过的夏天at the last min!!!
thanks mave...love ya!!!(*huggs*)
and not forgetting jayden...
cos he helped us download the mmo and lended us his MAC!!!
Thanks fren!!!
i'm troublesome, i know...
LOL

Photo time!!!

(from left to right) maverice, jayden, nutri, *scratch head*(sorry), "dino girl", alicia, xiin, leon

*candid aka funny*

Nutri complained that jayden blocked half of her face previously, so we took again!!!haha =))

den each of us take turn to take photo with the NLB Dino Mascot
so my knight and me took with dino!!!

Leon's shy, cos the others were teasing him bout where he touching the dino(a girl in it), in the previous photo we took(below)...leon *blushed*...lol

this is the photo he's "guilty of...*opps*

last photo of the day:

yeshii...took photo with paul twohill...he's the mc of the event...and guess what, i didnt recognise him initially, and still commenting to mave, "i wonder what's his race?"...LOL =PP

well,
i muz say,
meetin up with frens i missed, is indeed an experience beyond words =))

look alike?

2010-01-16T19:12:00.008+08:00

people are commenting dat i look like her...
do we really look alike??? ><

p/s: a fact i discovered recently, we are born on the SAME year!!!LOL

another ordinary yet crazy day out

2010-01-15T23:35:00.000+08:00

Went out with lilin, yinah, yuxuan and constance just now...
initially yinah is so determined to go Forever 21 to shop till dead,
she brought lotsa money...
but in the end...
bought nothing..
and yes, NOTHING!!!
LOL

Honestly,
thing there are not that ex,
but nothing for us to buy,
many of the stuffs we saw at displayed window are OOS,
and yet,
they cant sell us the displayed set,
still need to reserve =.=
our moods were killed ><

so the hungry and moodless,
we went to eat KFC...
so LOL right!?
go orchard eat KFC!!!
LOL

after dinner walk walk abit,
saw the "design your cake" area,
so we decided to do something "special"...
and yes,
we bought a cake and design!!!

seriously,

it's random drawing...

we got no plan,

no theme,

just draw anything dat came to ouur mind!!!

haha

we thght our cake's were the "out of ordinary" one,

until we saw a little girl's deco,

even way MORE "wow" then ours!!!

basically,

she just squeeze everything on top of the cake...

like an abstract art!!!

*opps*

haha...

maybe she can be Picasso's succesor!!! =PP

and then,

we ate our cake on the spot...

i mean,

we didnt eat it in the shop,

but went to stand next to an escalator and eat...

and i caught many ppl looking at us!!!

look at the state of our cake,

i bet you can already conclude how we eat!!!

yes,

we didnt use a knife to cut and distrbute out nicely,

but use a tiny spoon to scope and eat!!!lol...
yupp yupp,
with them,
i'm aways doing lotsa "out of the ordinary" stuffs!!!
wahaha

and i must comment, the cake is nice!!!

*love it*

so i don't mind having it as a bday cake!!!

*hint hint*

LOL ^-^

To Every Guy

2010-01-14T00:32:00.003+08:00

Saw this bulletin post(which was posted by a guy i tink),
and i thinks that it is quite meaningful...

To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait"
To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful."
To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her.
To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down.
To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls.
To every guy that said he would die for her.
To every guy that really would.
To every guy that did what she wanted to do.
To every guy that cried in front of her. ....
To every guy that she cried in front of...
To every guy that holds hands with her.
To every guy that kisses her with meaning.
To every guy that hugs her when she's sad.
To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all.
To every guy who would give their jacket up for her.
To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe.
To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes.....
To every guy that would give his seat up...
To every guy that just wants to cuddle.
To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what.
To every guy who told his secrets to her.
To every guy that tried to show how much he cared through every word and every breath.
To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one.
To every guy that believed in her dreams.
To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them.
To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams.
To every guy that walked her to her car and opened the door.
To every guy that gave his heart.
To every guy who prays that she is happy even if you are not with her.
and every guy who say/do the above, are GOOD GUY!

oh well,
hope that good guys are still around us!!! =))

Opening of Blog shop =))

2009-12-23T23:42:00.005+08:00

HELLO EVERYBODY...

my blog shop is finally OPENED!!!

since it's our first day of opening,

we'll have a pre-christmas sale!!!

haha

if you join our mailing list,

you will get SPECIAL DISCOUNT too!!!

must come patronize worr!!! ^-^

THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!

p/s: you may click on our shop icon to get to our page...or otherwise you can save down our website add, http://kireishiki.com/, as your favourite!!!haha..

enjoy your shopping!!!

most my precious assert =((

2009-12-22T12:37:00.002+08:00

ok...
i officially announce that i lost my voice for the time being!!!
no more chatting session
and most importantly,
NO MORE SINGING for me now!!!
*boohoo* ='((

bizarre dream =XX

2009-12-21T13:24:00.002+08:00

Had a bizarre dream this morning...

it start of with me goin to take train to outram(LOL) to attend a concert, or sth similiar...
den i saw mr peh(he's goin there too)...
den suddenly i turn to my right,
i saw a funeral...
and i dreamt that all my relatives didnt include and allow me to attend the funeral...
den i was cryin so bitterly,
cos i thght it was the funeral of someone very close to me...
so i "barge" in, and realise it was not...
but actually a 1yr death anniversary ceremony for another person(shant say who)...
den when i go back,
i couldn't find mr peh...
i search around the crowd,
but juz couldnt find him...
so i thght he went off first le...

den somehow the dream seem to shift back to another scenario,
a ratehr happy occassion,
which i actually met jack jack,
xieshun,
daniel,
selestine,
and 1 other girl i forgot who le(*opps*)...
and all of us are goin to attend a concert happily...
and les was so interested in jack jack(which is kinda highly impossible)...
and she kept wanna walk beside him,
catch up with him etc.!!!
LOL

den while all our way to the concert,
we're talking and playing so happily,
teasing one another etc.,
suddenly we got news that
mr peh is dead,
so everyone are so shocked and rushing down to attend his funeral...
and i'm juz so stunned and shocked and scare..
and i'm so so affected and cant accept that he's dead,
that i cried super hard!!!

and i really dun wanna dream on anymore,
so i made myself to wake up...
and when i finally woke up(i mean i really woke up and back to reality),
i found my eyes wet,
which means,
i really cried while dreaming...
and i could still find he scariness, i'm encountering in the dream...
so i decided to go look at my phone and
hoping take my mind off this stupid bizarre dream!!! ><

cant sleep ><

2009-12-17T10:12:00.003+08:00

woke up at 9.14am,
when i slept at near 4AM!!!
only bout 5hr of sleep..
*yawn* =o=

tried continue sleeping,
but i simply juz cant!!!
dunno why,
but my heart keep thumping very fast...
butterflies fluttering in my stomach...
like those feeling i had when i go for a major exam ><

got an ominous feeling...
either today is gonna turn out very bad...
or,
i won't be able to turn up...
but maybe they will sigh a sign of relief, who knows?
LOL

waititng for les call now(she said calling at 9am though),
i guess,
she's still pigging baa...
cos yday all of us slept super late,
or rather,
super early...lol =PP

let's leave the outing to heaven will?
if i'm meant to go,
les will call and ask me along...
if not,
i guess,
we're not meant to be friend...
LOL ><

eventful of "eventful" ?

2009-12-16T23:59:00.004+08:00

had an eventful day today...

morning started with everyone coming to my house...
started sorting out all the clothes and pricing...
den started taking photo for our first collection...
tiring...
but xiaoball thght was FUN!!!
haha =PP
i think,
it was quite an experience too...
thanks to jaclyn and xiao ball especially...
and not forgetting yinah!!!haha
lilin,
when orders start coming in,
it'll be our turn to be busy!!!
haha =PP

den went down to XXX(not convenient to mention name) in the afternoon with lilin,
to get our missing data...
then we came out fr outram mrt when we are not supposed to...
didnt alight at the stop when we're supposed to...
and alight at the stop when we are not supposed to!!!
den after dat went for pv,
so many households didnt open!!!
guess today is juz so not our day!!!
wat a job man!!! =.=
can someone teach me how to get sack???
cos i can't breach contract(need pay $600 if breach)...
haiz ><

anyway,
am looking forward to the opening of our blogshop,
we're gonna have OPENING cum CHRISTMAS SALE worr...
so people,
anticipate worr!!! ^_=

i was aniticipating for tmr initially...
but i guess,
awkwardness will be unavoidable if i turned up,
haiz,
guess we're juz nt fated to be friends!!!
=XX

a cinderBELLE and cinderHUNK night!!! =))

2009-12-10T19:32:00.011+08:00

had an enchanted night yesterday!!!
everyone dressed to the nines,
looking like princes and princesses walking out of a fairytale,
attending the "ball" happily,
meeting people,
busy taking photo juz to remember the memorable night!!!
but when the clock "struck twelve"(juz dat for us, it's after yday...lol),
everyone was turned back to normal again,
just like cinderelle(but not in ragged clothes)!!!
LOL =PP

photos are uploaded in my facebook album...
and i kinda lazy to upload again here...lol
go there and take a look if you want too!!!
cheerios ^_=

p/s: miss yap, i honoured my words and uploaded all the photos le worr...~~its your turn to upload yours too~~!!!haha =))

peanut

2009-12-05T09:50:00.003+08:00

Yesterday night,
when i was on my way to my room,
somehow,
i stopped in front of the spot where i used to put peanut's cage(a tank)...
though the empty spot is now filled with my bag,
i can't help but start staring at it,
thinking of peanut again...

the way she liked to run here and there,
the way she liked to climb up and down,
the way she drank,
the way she sleep,
the way she went into her toilet and pee,
the way she she runs on her wheel,
the way she like to sweep all her bedding into her little yellow house,
the way she liked to look at people,
the active her,
and the sleepy her...
every of her little images juz replay right in front of my eyes...
the memories were so vivid...
as if she was still there...

three weeks had passed by after she left us...
but i can't stop thinking of her,
again and again...
i know i sounded like a weakling,
but i just can't help but started sobbing uncontrollably again whenever i thght of her...

miss stroking her little fury coat...
miss those night when she was there to accompany me when i study late into the night alone...
miss hearing the sound of her wheel when she run on it...
miss hearing the sound she made when she dank from her bottom,
and when she went into her toilet...

peanut,
i really missed you greatly!!! =((

*my dear peanut*

done =))

2009-11-30T14:43:00.002+08:00

*yay*

finally finished...

i know my blog has been down for a period of time...

with people complaining they cant enter...

haha...

sorry sorry...

busy with exam so really no time to edit the html...

but,

no more worries...

i'm done now and you can get update about me again!!!

haha =PP

this's gonna be a temp one though...

cos my beloved sister is so into creating blogskin,

and so,

she'd gonna do personalised one for me real soon (i hope)...

LOL

so muz anticipate worr!!!haha =_^

Friendship plant

2009-11-29T11:55:00.000+08:00

Friendships,

are really like plant...

every start of a new friendship is like planting a new seed...

our chat everyday to keep each other update,

is like we gotta water the seed everyday...

outing trip once in a while,

is like giving the seedling fertilizer...

slowly,

day by day,

the seedling grow up to a young plant,

and it indicate how every friendship grew stronger...

thunders and storms,

indicate the quarrel we have with our friends sometimes...

if we can't compromise and give in after awhile,

the friendship will end here somehow,

just like the young plant will die, if it can't withstand the storm...

but if we can overcome it,

our friendship will sure be stronger,

just like the young plant, which withstand the storm, will become sturdier...

we don't get to grow a tree in 1 year or 2 years,

just like a friendship won't be very stable after just mere 1 or 2 years...

when we start to meet up less with our friends,

we will start to drift apart,

and our friendship will start to weaken,

just like you stop fertilizing your plant, and giving it nutrient,

you will realize it might not be as healthy...

and when chat become minimal,

it indicate that you water your plant less often,

and so,

your is friendship fading...

when you eventually stop talking to your friends,

you will soon come to term that your friendship is over,

just like when you stopped watering your young plant,

you're actually pronouncing that your plant is dead...

but there's actually hope...

if you discover early,

with patient,

and constant contact again,

you might save back the on-the-verge-of-losing friendship

just like constant care and patient,

you can actually revive the-gonna-die young plant...

but if it's really late,

by the time you realize and regret,

you start texting your friends again,

regardless how many you send,

no matter how hard you tried,

the friendship wont't ever be the same again,

just like no matter how much nutrient and water you gave to the dead plant,

it might not revive again...

you may try planting the same plant again,

but it's not guarantee that it'll turn out exactly like what you've expected before,

just like you might be able to start chatting and texting your friends constantly again,

but the friendship might not be the same again...

so stop envying how others can have such strong unwavering friendship with their friends,

cos everyone of us is capable of having one too...

it really depends on how much time you are willing to put in in nurturing that "friendship plant"...

just bear this in mind:

how long a seed takes to grow into a big sturdy tree,

is exactly how long it takes to form a strong and unwavering friendship with your friends...

it never hurt to send at least ONE text, in a week, to friends you wanna treasure right?

KEEP IN TOUCH,

or you're gonna to LET IT GO...

Take cares, my friends!!! =))

FREE...but not that exciting ><

2009-11-23T17:37:00.002+08:00

SUPER DUPER LONG never update my blog,

i bet most friends thought i had closed it down!!!!

*cleaning of cobweb*

LOL xPP

and finally,

after years and months of endure, i finished!!!

WAHAHA =DD

but,

freedom,

doesn't feel real at all.

hmmm...

perhaps,

deep down,

i knew i didn't do well enough...

i'm scare...

if things screwed up,

i'm doomed!!! =((

well well well,

so what if i keep thinking now?

there's no more turning back!!!

maybe i should start sweet talking to all the God and Buddha,

and ask them to bless me with a good result slip!!!

JOKE!!!

LOL =PP

anyway,

shall start to fill my blank schedule up again!!!

haha

before march comes,

i shall enjoy to the fullest first...

before saying bye to the world!!!

and you know i'm juz kidding...

cos i simply love my life!!!

LOL xp

and today,

i met a group of weird boys.

and i really mean BOYS.

no offence,

but they look really young(maybe sec sch?) to me!!!

LOL

and why do i say weird?

cos when we walked past them(they're sitting at this coffee shop near hougang plaza),

one of them keep saying "excuse me girl...excuse me girl..."

initially i ignored,

then he tried harder and louder,

so i turned around,

and they appeared to be calling us.

so we stood there for a brief moment,

looking at them,

waiting for them to continue whatever they called us for.

then, one of them keep pointing to the other side,

while shouting for another boy,

then the other run over and dunno what next.

and we really dunno what they call us for,

so i looked at lilin,

and she looked at me.

without knowing what's happening and what should we do,

lilin decided to ignore them and continue walking.

maybe after all,

they(the group of boys) weren't calling us.

after that lilin was commenting to me,

"i thought they were calling you(referring to me), cos they're looking at you!"

then i was like,

"huh? i dunno them!"

seriously,

don't you find this group of boys weird?

maybe they want us to help them buy cigarette(LOL)?

or maybe they just wanna strike up a conversation with us or wanna ask for phone number(which is unlikely) etc.,

but whatever the reason,

shouldn't they at least say sth and not just after calling us then let us stand there?

but actually,

whatever the reason,

i don't really feel like knowing.

and luckily lilin they all with me,

otherwise,

if they stopped me halfway alone,

i would probably "scared to death" !!!

and i seriously dunno how to reject if they ever ask for number,

like what happened some times ago!!! ><

sometime i really thanks mummy for giving me a not very pretty face,

otherwise i would end up like man and les,

keep having ppl come asking for number.

and with my kinda of character,

i'm sure they'll get it as easy as ABC,

cos i just simply DUNNO how to say 'NO'(esp to stranger)!!!

but of course,

if requests are not within my capability,

or are illegal etc.,

i'm sure i'll have the courage to say 'no'!!!

LOL =PP

well,

shall start looking for job,

and keeping myself busy once again!!!

hope i can find something nice to work as real soon!!!!

take care peeps!!! =))

DO BOYS LIKE YOU? (FOR GIRLS)

2009-10-16T21:51:00.001+08:00

DO BOYS LIKE YOU? (FOR GIRLS)

BOYS LOVEEE YOU.

GUYS LOVE GIRLS LIKE YOU. THEY ENJOY HAVING A GIRL THAT HAS A LITTLE BIT OF EVERYTHING.

Fun quizzes, surveys & blog quizzes by

"award ceremony"...LOL

2009-07-29T14:31:00.002+08:00

was chatting with my frens yday...
i know we're supposed to study...
but i juz cant suppressed form a mini chat!!!
*opps*
haha =PP

we chat bout "girls"...
and guess who won the "prettiest girls award"(among those we know in our sch)???
haha...
as expected...
it's none other then my 2 sweetest darling on earth, AMANDA and SELESTINE!!!
*congrats*
and of cos, JOYCE is another pretty babe, as we discussed!!!

and the award on who's "the most temperamental girl"??? (the 'temperamental' in this case, meant 'temperament'--'气质', and not 'the moody, irritable, or sensitive' meaning)
and it goes to>...................
.......................
...........>
SELESTINE!!!
*congrates*
haha

i know i'm juz bored...LOL

pouts ><

2009-06-30T14:19:00.003+08:00

was fidgeting the whole of the 3hr of maths paper today...
cos i can't do!!!
*pouts* ><
i was even doubting,
why did i even take up math man?!?
but as i was doin the sampling question,
i realise i can't even recall the advantages and disadvantages...
den i reasoned to myself...
cos my memorising skill is even way "badder"(if there's such words)...
so no choice!!!
=.=
LOL

while revising for my math yesterday,
i realised i did so much more practises for SA1...
i was so much more hardworking den...
but lookin at me now,
i seems to fall back to those days when i was a j1...
deteriorating result...
and lost the sense of focus...

looking back,
i realised,
so much thing had happened over the holiday...
and i thght i'm strong,
able to handle every thing...
but i guess,
i overestimated myself...
it wasn't even that bad 6 years ago...
but i seem to start losing my direction now...
n i guess,
this muz oso be what jean jean went through last year...
i'm sorry for being so ignorant...
and for not being there when i tink u needed me...
hmmm...

have much more to say...
these few days,
alot of words in my mind...
alot of memory flashback...
did alot of thinking when i'm all alone...
but i guess,
it's not the time now...

shall mug hard for tmr chem...
and i'm juz merely aiming to scrape through...
can't this little wish of mine be fulfilled??? *asked in a tiny voice*

gambateh!!! =_^

对不起 ><

2009-06-29T20:07:00.002+08:00

SA2 started today...
i finally able to touch AQ...
and even managed to write TWO paragraphs!!!
even though i might be out of point but who cares?!!
knowing the fact dat i usually finish my summary on the dot...
i'm juz so proud of myself today!!!
*happy happy* ^-^

在回家的路上，
我想了很多...
我想对两个人说对不起...

因为没能去参加你的生日会，
我感到很抱歉...
可是再多说什么似乎多没用了...
总觉得，
那天，
我好像应该去的...
你们，
好像在期待着我来，
等待着什么事发生似的...
但因为没去，
我们之间的关系好像变了...
是我想太多了吗？
如果是，
请告诉我，
让我们不用再继续尴尬下去...
但如果不是，
我想说声“对不起”...
我真的不是不想去...
希望你能体谅...
我希望，
我们能回到跟从前一样，
有说有笑的日子...
而不是像现在一样，
行如陌路人般...
=((

因为那时很不开心，
气昏了，
才会打出那堆不堪的文字...
我,
真的不是有意要伤害你的...
现在想想，
我好像真有点儿过分...
对不起...
最近每每想起你道歉的简讯，
我就觉得很不好意思...
也因为那个部落格，
我们的关系好像也变质了...
我突然好怀念，
你几乎每天都会发简讯给我的那段日子...
即使是简单的问候，
现在回想起，
都暖暖的...
真希望我们能回到之间那段简单的日子...
=XX

道歉完了，
虽然你们不一定会看到，
虽然我也不一定会好过，
但，
我总算说出我的心声...
对于以上的两个人，
我衷心地说声：“对不起”...
=))

treasure your family =))

2009-06-26T23:02:00.004+08:00

xiaoball did this collage with a new software (trial version),

while i sit and chose those pictures with her...

haha ^-^

how time flies...

in a blink of eyes,
granny had left us for almost 2 weeks...

i seem strong...

i can talk bout my granny open-heartedly with everyone...

i guess laregely due to the fact that i'm so proud of her...

so honoured to be in a big family of bout 120 members!!!

but,

everytime when i'm studyin alone into the late night,

i can't help but miss her,

and miss her more...

i guess,

mummy muz have felt worst,

so is amanda...

no wonder there's a sayin goes:

"lives' of the livings are often more painful then the dead..."

i guess,

i grasped how true it is now...

and i wanna to love my family more...

no matter be it in the past, present or future...

cos we never get to know how long either of us are gonna to live till...

so,

i want a lives with no regret!!!

FAMILY= Father And Mother, I Love You,

so do i love my sisters too!!!

*kisses and huggs*

love your family too yea? =_^

=((

2009-06-14T11:24:00.002+08:00

everything came tumbled in so sudden...
i'm caught off-guard...

Early morning,
8th aunt called mummy...
saying that they can't wake grandma up,
the body of hers felt cold and soft too...

and hurriedly,
dad n mum left the house...

it juz happened in a swift of time,
before i'm even fully awake n aware of the situation >< ...

and when i'm finally clear n fresh...
mummy called n told us...
"grandma passed away."

at first, i'm stunned...
followed by more stunned...

i rmb waking up,
planning where to study tmr...
planning to watch 2 korean dramas today...
planning to study my chem...
planning to text my friends...
it seems boring but a beautiful ahead for me to catch...

nothing of such is expected by me...

i dunno how am i suppose to react?
i juz went visiting her yesterday...
and she seemed alright...
and today...
she's gone for eternity...

the monday juz passed was the 6tth death anniversary of my grandpa...
n at the end of the week,
grandma decided to join him...

i dun wanna to go through another of this...
it's painful enough go through once...
i dun wan...
DUN WAN!!!

someone pleasssssssse help me out.........
='((

Juz a tag quiz =))

2009-06-11T23:33:00.008+08:00

Saw this tag on my fren's blog...
was bored so tried it...
though lame but quite cute too!!!
try it, n i guess u'll smile too =))

1.Put your mp3/mp4/any music player etc on shuffle.
2.For each question, press the next button yo get your answer.
3.YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAMR DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

here goes...

IF SOMEONE SAYS"IS THIS OKAY", YOU SAY?
甜甜的 (aka sweet sweet)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
something

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
the more i seen

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
vanilla say ...sounded no link!

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
回音 (aka echo) ...so my motto is to be a parrot?lol

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
1 ...*happy happy*

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
别问我的伤 (aka don't ask bout my pain) ..this is funny!!!LOL

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
at the beginning ...quite

WHAT IS 2+2?
收藏 (aka collection)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND(S)?
小师妹 (aka little junior girl) ...i tink they will say it's the other way round...haha

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
let me roll it ...huh? o.O

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
至少还有我 (aka at least there's me) ...abit sad huh?!?...tryin to portray positive tinking? =.=..lol

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
了解 (aka understand) ...yeshi yeshi...i wanna to understand everyone...so can i be a psychatrist?lol

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
大小姐 (aka "spoiled girl") ...huh? can at least be a guy?..but a spoiled 1 arh?...hmmm...lol

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
伯乐 (aka a person wih fore sight) ...this's cool!!!LOL

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
小黑与我 (aka little blackie n me)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
相对论IV ...sorry dunno how to translate exactly...lol

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
不由自主 (aka uncontrollable of an emotion/action ) ...haha...quite true...cos sometime i will start singing uncontrollably...LOL

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
无与伦比的美丽 (aka heavenly pretty) ...indeed...haha

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
all my loving ...y??? ><

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
冲动 (aka rash/on impulse) ...dat's quite sad...now will refrain myslef from impulse action...lol

THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
终于 (aka finally)

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
collide

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
can't help falling in love ...LOL

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
i'll never not need you ...so does this indicate a "yes"??? =PP

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
不知不觉 (aka unknowingly)

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
随堂测验 (aka impromtu test?)

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
不只是场梦 (aka not just a dream)

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
醉赤壁 (aka drunken red cliff) ...=.='''

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
the long way home

=))

喜欢？=/

2009-06-10T23:24:00.004+08:00

How do judge if a "like" is genuine?
If you know that something is extremely important to the person you like,
wouldn't you want to help to protect that important thing,
at all cause,
just for the sake of the person you like???

怎么样才称得上是“喜欢”？
如果知道某件事是被你“喜欢的人”所在乎、重视的，
并且对他/她很重要的...
那，
喜欢他/她的人是不是更不应该在关键时刻落井下石，
而是应该更守护呢？

让我们好好思考一下吧!!! =))

你说你喜欢我，
但在这个甲骨眼上，
当你知道这地方需要你时，
你却还是选择离开...
一点儿也没有想要尽点力帮我守候这个地方...

你说你当初继续留下，
因为我的存在...
如今，
我不得不离开，
所以你留下，
一点儿意义也没有了...

你说既然我走了，
你也需要回到你原本的岗位，
把心思都花在它上面，
补回离开时，
那段失去的练习时间...
那我也就试着体谅，
不挽留，
也不为难你...

但，
你现在却说你要参加另一个东西?!!
不是说什么要“全神贯注”了吗???
那，
是拿来敷衍我的借口吗？
不仅如此，
你还可以开我在乎的地方的玩笑!?!

我不解...
你说你喜欢我，
所以当初因为我在而留下...
这句话很动听...

但，
你也确确实实知道它对我很重要，
我很在乎，
也很担心，
你却不愿在我离开后，
帮我守护它...
还选择在这时跳槽?!!

你说你当初留下，
因为你喜欢我...
但，
我怎么感觉到的是，
你当初会继续留下，
是因为留下后的“甜头”...
现在好处被你拿到手了,
你就拍拍屁股走人...

是我太天真了吗???
所以才会相信你的话，
才会把你想离开的借口，
当成是你“情非得以”，“身不由己”的理由...

不知为什么，
你现在所说的话，
我都觉得有点儿反感...

你说你喜欢我，
是真的吗???
还是，
寂寞在作祟???

我知道现在说这样的话很残忍，
但我真的庆幸，
我的心一点儿也没有被你动摇过,
我一点儿也没有喜欢上你...
对不起!!!
=))

family day =))

2009-05-31T13:13:00.002+08:00

hols started again...
which mark the start of revision for the upcoming...
aurgggg...
don't even feel like mentioning wat it is!!!
LOL ><

these few days,
have abit of ups n downs...
in term of feeling..
haha...
but 1 more happy thing in my list...
panorama tickets are 100% SOLD OUT!!!
though how many in the audience are there to support me is countable,
i'm still glad that at least the esplanade is gonna be FILLED!!!
*twist* ^~^

went escape yesterday for family day clelebration...
i dun exactly say dat i had fun...
but at least...
i took my mind off sth temporarily...
n on a lighter note,
I FINALLY SAW n KNOW WHAT"S ALL THE EXHIBIT IN THE HAUNTED HOUSE!!!
LOL =PP

anw,
juz wanna end it with an encouragement...
"everyone is master in a way or another...NEVER belittle yourself worr " !!!
JIAYOU!!!

juz not my month =((

2009-05-25T23:14:00.002+08:00

May...
juz not my month...
so many things happened...
unhappy =((

1. drama result
2. stupid xxx supermarket
3. red n swollen cheeks
4. fail my test
5. already failed le still can deprove further
6. last min notice of the targeted sale for panorama ticket
7. sale still got a big gap fr target
8. start to can't meet eye to eye with my friends
9. happily planned camp for CLDDS in the end, most of my dance peeps DIDNT WAN TO TURN UP!!!
10. plus, my class SL CLASH WITH CAMP too!!!

all 10 add tgt = EXTREMELY UNHAPPY!!! =((((((( x infinity

haiz...
this month is so not my month...

the only happy things i can tink off now is:
1. i get to maintain my nafa Gold result
2. my hp RECOVERED!!!

but how long can these pretty illusions last? =XX

thanks =))

2009-05-15T19:34:00.003+08:00

finally syf is over...
dance got GOLD,
n i'm happy enough!!! =))

and thanks to those who
gave me chocolate (selestine, my beloved 'bf'--Tina, 郭老师),
sent me texts (Mr Wong, Donovan, Yanfen, Ruiting, Amelia, Huijia, Lilin),
gave me hugs (Yanfen, Selestine, Joyce),
showed us support (Modern dance n fellow dance seniors--Renee, Donovan, Chuilin, Tina, mummy Jeanette, Yiyao, Guo hao, Jasmine, Josephine)...
your encouragements were what really spurred n cheered me on!!!
THANK YOU!!!

n of cos all this is not possible without my lovely DANCE MATES,
enduring all these tough period of intense practices tgt,
with hardwork n sweat shedded,
( jap gt <1 litre of tears>...we got <1 litre of perspire>, n even more...lol)!!!
a big THANK YOU to all of you too!!!

*huggs for all*

as for now,
is coming...
it's a concert held for all Arts performing groups to showcase our talents...
so of cos,
chinese dance is performing!!!
hehe =PP

i'm dancing,
as the last performance of my JC life...
but how many of my lovely friends will come down n support this time round???
=XX

perhaps i shd not expect much...
since the ticket is not cheap($20)...
juz dat i thght of last year guitar n band concert,
thght of jack's n sheryl's UAN concert,
Maveric's performance at Arts house...
the crowd of audience,
the no. of friends who went down to support...
the flowers of encouragement...
i muz say,
they're fortunate!!! ^~^

it's ok,
at least,
there muz be someone goin...
someone familiar sitting among the crowd...
someone to cheer me on again!!! =_^

hardwork=sucess? @_@

2009-05-15T19:20:00.002+08:00

"Perhaps hard work might not always earn you success, but without hard work, success will never be yours."

"Put in your heart and soul in whatever you do, the fruit of labour will usually turned out sweet."

These were 2 of the lines i said during my speech day after dance syf...

haha..

i find it so true dat "hardwork might not always earn u success"...

looking at wat drama gotten for syf,

i do felt a sense of pitiness...

i saw the hardwork they put in...

the heart n soul they gave...

n in the end, sucess???

haha

*shake head shake head*

and alot of times in life,

we gave in our best in doing our stuff,

but did the rainbow of sucess appear over our head???

=XX

NVM...

it's not sth to be pity of...

cos like wat yanfen said,

"it's the process that matter"...

as long as ms choo,

n those others who had saw their performance before,

would agree that it's good...

so JIAYOU ppl...

no matter what,

don't give up your dream n passion...

and that's also y i'm so determined n wanna chinese dance to continue surviving!!!

=_^

birthday

2009-02-26T22:23:00.003+08:00

haha...
got a memorable birthday this year...
surprises are indeed planted...
n yes...
i love them all!!!
haha
and thanks everyone for their birthday wishes and of cos,
sorry for spendin on pressies!!!
hehe

photo and details to be updated again...
cos am getting lazy!!!
haha
and for goodness sake,
i'm eating super lots since monday!!!
i hope suryadi is not gonna find me super heavy tmr!!!
*opps* =PP

take care evryone!!! =_^

i'm disappointed here...
i didnt expect you to really come out n celebrate with me...
but at least,
i'm hoping for just a simple birthday wish from you!!!
when i didnt receieve ur text i'm still hopeful maybe u might send thru frindster...
but none!!!
*boohoo*
i'm utterly disappointed in you...
and cant help it,
but start to doubt and question whether if our friendship ever exist in your "life dictionary"???
=((

pre bday celebration w hubby =))

2009-02-22T21:06:00.003+08:00

tmr is the day i'm looking forward to...
by right,
i shd be feeling excited...
but,
however,
regrettably,
there's a by left,
which now,
i'm having mix feeling!!!
as much as i'm anticipating towards tmr...
i scare i'll be disappointed too..
hmm...
hope it's gonna be a special n memorable 1!!!
*cross my finger n wish upon my star*

anw,
got a special day out with hubby jeanjean yday!!!
she treated me to bakezin
(n it's super ex n super generous of her)...
den she brought me to a place which i nv dreamt of setting my foot in...
ST JAMES POWER HOUSE!!!
well,
if you dunno wat it is,
it's actually a club,
across vivo...
hmm...
tasted wat's it is like clubbing...
which i seriously m nt use to...

had 3 drinks...
forget wat's e 1st name, but 2nd cup is an orange volka...
but didnt really like it cos abit bitter bitter de...
but the 3rd cup is more likeable...
i tink it's call "short"?
it's an alcohol in a very small short cup,
den surrounded with salt, which u had to lick 1 mouth of it, n drank the whole alcohol down with it in 1 mouth, den suck the lemon accompanied(for neutralising the alcohol)...
haha...
correct me the name if u noe!!!
haha

and when i was down on the dance floor...
dance was not in my mind but rather,
"when are we goin home" was wat i was tinkin!!!
LOL
met 2 ah lian...
cos we were standing beside them...
den out of the blue,
they suddenly knock me off balance...
and i seriously dunno y (cos i'm not even dancing, nt even tinkin of competing or wadeva)
ZZzzz..
=.='''
it's not hard to noe they did it on purpose
cos they got the smug look after 'pushing me'...
but i still dismiss it as nt on purpose...
but den,
they pushed jeanjean after dat...
so sure on purpose le...
jeanjean initially wanna "push" back too...
but decided not to fall to their "grade"
so asked a guy behind her to block them...
and they were pissed n left the area!!!
haha
so there are oso super super nice gentlemen in club too...
and super super nice and friendly girls too
(cos there were 2 malay girls dancing beside us, smiling, and "playin" w us)!!!

yupp...
all in all i had a special night yesterday!!!
cheerios =_^

upcoming for my happy day =))

2009-02-20T03:14:00.000+08:00

hehe..
my happy day is coming...
at least,
i seriously hope it gonna turn out happily for me!!!
hehe ^-^

hmmm...
someone once promised dat he's gonna spent it with me this year,
even if it mean to 'climb out the fence' from army..
LOL
how i wish it's gonna be true...
but of cos no need climb fence larr...
maybe early celebration during his weekend book out?
haha
but ever since he went army,
he didnt even text me once...
i cant help but feel that this promise might not come true...
juz like our beach promise...
hmmm...
let's wish upon e star that he's nt gonna give me an empty promise?
haha =PP

and a stupid monkey juz dun wanna spent it with me...
even if he book out...
so evil right?!!
*opps*
kiddin...
LOL
so u better plan a date out with me!!!
lalala...
LOL ^~^

and there's lotsa stuffs i hope to do this year...
of cos,
scoring for my exam is super duper impt one on the list...
but there's lotsa surprise i'm hoping for, on coming monday(or sat or sun)...
like surprise party from frens i wished to spent my day with?(tink too much ><)
surprise hang out with froggie?(*faint* @_@)
emmm...
lotsa surprise pressies from frens i noe?(too greedy)
or at least, wishes fr all frens i know!(hope it's possible)

and there'r lots lots more that i wish fore n hope to do
but life seems to be juz too short for me to enjoy all!!!
LOL =PP

well...
nvm...
i shall live the fullest out of everyday!!!
and wish upon my star for pretty days ahead...
esp this coming
SATURDAY, SUNDAY n MONDAY!!!
hehe
*blessing* =_^

i'm sorry =((

2009-02-19T22:18:00.000+08:00

i can't help it but feel bad about it...
bad bAD BAD!!!
=((

well,
it's true that, i've measurement taking for dance costume tmr (at least dat's wat mr tan said)...
it's true that, Guo lao shi thinks that i didnt dance well enough (at least, esp my turning)...
but i still cant help but feel GUILTY!!!

i feel super BAD for notifying him bout the change of plan so late...
i feel super duper GUILTY for not being able to go with him tmr...
n i'm truly SORRY!!! ><

but i guess,
he might be disappointed and/or upset with me...
that's why he's not replyin...
haiz...
but heard from don dat he seems to manage to get another partner...
so i sincerely hope everything turns out well for him tmr night...
n hope he enjoys tmr social night!!! =))

fine =))

2009-02-05T23:01:00.003+08:00

dun worry...
i'm fine...
juz so fine...
it's really not a very big thing to me...
perhaps i did feel something last year,
but this year,
i'll try nt to let any tears come near me again...
it's over...
n i'll embark on my journey soon...
=_^

2009-02-02T22:51:00.002+08:00

OHMYGOSH..
wat did i agree to???
WHY DID I AGREE TO ATTEND A DnD(dance n dinner) AS SOMEONE "PARTNER", WHO I EVEN DUNNO!!! =.=

start to feel the awkwardness...
start to feel regretful...
but juz cant bring myself to reject...
gosh!!!
issit too late to back out now?
will i be slaughtered?!!
LOL
><

happy day =))

2009-01-31T13:01:00.002+08:00

accompany yinah to tm yesterday buy sth...
and while we were outside 'mini toon' discussing bout the 'banana toy',
someone poked me at my arm...
i turn..
and i stunned..
cos it was...
MELISSA!!!
haha..
she was with Queenie...
and we merely had a brief 'hi-bye'...
hmmm...
was quite unexpected to bump into them there...
n i was even more unexpected dat mel would came round 'call me'...
COOL!!!
n she made me realise how i miss them..
how i miss my fellow s05!!!
gosh..
if yinah wasn't in a rush yesterday,
how i wish i could catch up with them..
haha..

let's meet up real soon,
sit n sip drink and TALK!!!
hehe =PP

and i'm so glad dat i didnt choose to miss the 1st bus34 dat arrive at yinah bus stop, as usual to tok...
otherwise, i would have miss blue too...
it's destiny, isn't it?
*sweet lingering * =_^

beautiful princess's life

“那些年 我们一起追的女孩”

super long never post le =XX

hahaha...bday pre-plan

peanut...

CNY coming!!!my shoes =))

"Green Hornet"

A Little thing call love =))

re-open of sch

so sweet(from jean)!!!

missed the cruise

New Year resolution?

summarise of a week out

父母、亲人

happy 19th bday yuxuan

finally back =))

random thght 1

random thght 2 (不会华文的华人)

yogurt...and peanut

1 hand juz doesn't want to clap with another

朋友

university ranking

regretted =((

='((

lazy =XX

funny =DD

fairytale life no?

dedicated to yinah...

人

surprise visit from christ and mave =))

X6 and lappy =))

updates

one change lean a great deal!!!haha

my sinful supper

medical check up

dream...梦想...

work training @ A87

which colour??? =))

married =))

unknown stuff

爱一个人

friends

scary =XX

i will not give up!!! =))

守护者

regret

a book can really never be judged by its cover

mcdonald help lose weight?!?

call me a PRO!!!haha =))

dream...pursue or not to pursue

handsome caucasian

blurriness

reflection

embarrassing X_X

office =))

less vs more

monday blues

i miss kunwei's jacket...

ended

scary!!!

Dek Woon Wai 小淘气

来不及再见...peanut, i miss you =((

说好的幸福呢？

that's her!!! =))

加油吧，郭書瑤!!! =))

Happy =))

which beret shd i buy???

losing my treasure =((

experience beyond words

look alike?

*another ordinary yet crazy day out*

To Every Guy

Opening of Blog shop =))

most my precious assert =((

bizarre dream =XX

cant sleep ><

eventful of "eventful" ?

*a cinderBELLE and cinderHUNK night!!! =))*

peanut

done =))

“那些年我们一起追的女孩”

another ordinary yet crazy day out

a cinderBELLE and cinderHUNK night!!! =))

pouts ><