
catched monga on friday, with constance, lilin, guocong n sis, jeremy and shimin(constance's fren)...
the show was not bad...
and i think lilin sure find me a nuisance...
cos i keep asking her question...
haha...
sorry larr =XX
plot was ok...
but abit bloody...
haha
and i think the ending wasn't fantastic...
you can say i sadist,
but i seriously think,
since the four of them are sworn brother,
they shd abid to their promise--
"to die together, on the same day, same month, same year"
i think seriously think,
it can be improvise...
*opps*
juz my own opinion =))

and i finally finished watching 櫻野3加1!!!
i know i was lagged...
haha
realatively a not bad show...
i think the ending was ok,
but lilin thght it was lame!!!
haha =PP
hope to see more of the duo(ming dao and qiao en) work together =))
recently thght thru alot...
especially on the topic,
"friends"...
was really grateful to know them...
when lilin took the initiative to help me check...
and when constance asked me that day,
"when are you gonna seek our help???",
i was really really touched!!!
i mean,
they don't really have to care so much,
since it doesn't affect their lives at all...
but,
they showed their concern afterall...
they wanna help me...
and i felt the genuine concern in them!!!
and this make me think alot about "my friends"...
i think i'm a lucky girl...
to meet many caring friends,
of different "genre",
i've frens,
who helped me in many ways,
though they are, what they called, "little gestures",
many little = big gesture right?
haha
i've fren,
lending and leaving her expensive gadgets in my care,
when she feels that "xiin needs it"!!!
i've frens,
who understand we don't stay near to each other,
so they will always choose the "middle point" for meet up...
i've frens,
who we can share our problems and happiness together...
i've frens,
who know that i'm weak in studies,
and will render their helps,
sharing their personal study notes,
teaching me step-by-step,
though sometime some will pek cek with,
"how come xiin still don't get it???"
*sorry worr*
haha =PP
i've frens,
who will stand by me,
not believing in bad rumors about me,
not being influence by others,
believing that whatever i did,
there bound to be a reason behind,
with no harm intention
but of cos,
i also have frens,
who lied to me,
who choose the smart to study with...
who distanced from me when found new friends...
who don't share things(unless the person feels that the other party has something worth it as in return)...
who think they are "more superior" than others,
who back-stabbed,
who ask the other frens not to share certain stuffs with me(cos they doubt what i said...they believe i'm selfish)
haiz...
to me,
friends are important to me,
apart from my family...
i won't let my family say bad thing about my friends,
and vice versa...
to me,
good friends,
are those who will stand by you,
no matter what,
believing everything you do is for a good cause,
even if they knew you lied,
they believe that you mean no ill-intention(you can say i naive, but that is what i always did)...
they won't doubt you,
they won't be influence by others about who a person you are...
they are people,
who are willing to share...
willing to help you when it is obvious that you're in need of help...
not afraiding that you'll win them,
but happy that you're finally on par with them...
to me,
good friends are those,
who i can comfortably tell you bout your bad point(if you ever have),
not afraiding to "offend you"...
who i can talk to you(in the tone) like you're one of my family...
who i can show my very true self to you...
haiz...
you're one fren that i used to be like that when i'm with you,
why do you have to destroyed it???
i guess,
perhaps,
afterall,
you only treat me as someone who you be with when you're lonely...
perhaps,
afterall,
i'm the only one who cherish it that much to feel the hurt...