♥ Tuesday, March 30, 2010
hmmm...
after much thought,
i decided to touch on this issue,
which i know many of you are concern...
regardless it's curiosity or genuine,
i wanna say,
thanks
=))
honestly,
i didn't do well...
not up to any of your standard...
perhaps,
in many of your eyes,
i'm not the "hardworking" girl...
but i at least i know,
at least,
one person know how much effort i had put in...
and i'm really grateful to ZEAN,
who said such a really touching "speech" to me dat day,
when i hate myself for once...
=))
and peanut,
can vouch for me...
the endless night i stayed up...
into the wee hours...
how many time i feel really helpless,
solving questions i can't solve...
feel like giving up...
but peanut and zean,
gave me the spirit to carry on...
perhaps,
my matter is not right...
but all i can say is,
my hardwork don't pay...
the ending,
is way lesser than even 1/8 of what i had given in and given up...
i guess,
i'm just not cut to do what i did...
i guess,
i'm just putting on a brave front...
i know i am not strong,
but i got to be strong...
i know i am not brave,
i got to be brave...
because,
only that,
can keep me going on...
only the "happ-go-lucky" faith help me look at life brightly...
i,
don't want to be destroyed by set back...
i,
don't want to feel sad because of failure...
i,
want to keep smiling on...
i,
want to continue being the optimistic, ever cheerful girl...
and i know,
i can DO IT!!!
this time round,
i want to give it another try,
i will give it another best shot...
i hope i can succeed...
as my fren,
you will support me and help me right???
GANBATTE!!!
^_^
Last moment...
9:51 PM