XIIN aka PISCES-DOLL aka 娃娃
currently a studious student
a loyal citizen of SINGAPORE
a MAXIMUM ENTHROPY(which mean 'ultimate randomness'...LOL)person
with a pair of greatLISTENING EARSand
a super bubbly and cheerySUNSHINE for your life
My Cravings ♥
i want a PINK LAPTOP
i want a NEW PIANO
i want a DOG
My Favs ♥
Colors : Pink passions: Singing : Dancing : Composing : Piano-playing Idols : anyone who i admire ^0^
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♥ Tuesday, March 9, 2010
caught in a dilemma... should i pursue my dream and go oversea or should i not??? i know i've been waiting for this day for so so long... and i've missed many chances previously to pursue my other dreams... given my grades, i could have stayed in singapore... but this time round they didnt insist their way, it is like for once they let me decide for myself!!! =))
However, i am not too sure if i have the courage to leave everything here behind and go after my dream??? it will be at least four years before i will be back... what if i feel home-sick??? what if i miss my family??? what if i feel like a stranger to my family when i'm back??? what if my sister needs me??? what if friends i cherish starts to forget me??? what if they start to distance from me??? will i be able to cope with all these???
i know it sounded silly... perhaps, i'm just not xiao1 sa3... maybe eventually, i will be back to square one... LOL =XX