♥ Saturday, December 5, 2009
Yesterday night,
when i was on my way to my room,
somehow,
i stopped in front of the spot where i used to put peanut's cage(a tank)...
though the empty spot is now filled with my bag,
i can't help but start staring at it,
thinking of peanut again...
the way she liked to run here and there,
the way she liked to climb up and down,
the way she drank,
the way she sleep,
the way she went into her toilet and pee,
the way she she runs on her wheel,
the way she like to sweep all her bedding into her little yellow house,
the way she liked to look at people,
the active her,
and the sleepy her...
every of her little images juz replay right in front of my eyes...
the memories were so vivid...
as if she was still there...
three weeks had passed by after she left us...
but i can't stop thinking of her,
again and again...
i know i sounded like a weakling,
but i just can't help but started sobbing uncontrollably again whenever i thght of her...
miss stroking her little fury coat...
miss those night when she was there to accompany me when i study late into the night alone...
miss hearing the sound of her wheel when she run on it...
miss hearing the sound she made when she dank from her bottom,
and when she went into her toilet...
peanut,
i really missed you greatly!!! =((

*my dear peanut*
Last moment...
9:50 AM