Pictures Fade.... but you wont'

♥ Monday, November 23, 2009

SUPER DUPER LONG never update my blog,

i bet most friends thought i had closed it down!!!!

*cleaning of cobweb*

LOL xPP

and finally,

after years and months of endure, i finished!!!

WAHAHA =DD

but,

freedom,

doesn't feel real at all.

hmmm...

perhaps,

deep down,

i knew i didn't do well enough...

i'm scare...

if things screwed up,

i'm doomed!!! =((

well well well,

so what if i keep thinking now?

there's no more turning back!!!

maybe i should start sweet talking to all the God and Buddha,

and ask them to bless me with a good result slip!!!

JOKE!!!

LOL =PP

anyway,

shall start to fill my blank schedule up again!!!

haha

before march comes,

i shall enjoy to the fullest first...

before saying bye to the world!!!

and you know i'm juz kidding...

cos i simply love my life!!!

LOL xp

and today,

i met a group of weird boys.

and i really mean BOYS.

no offence,

but they look really young(maybe sec sch?) to me!!!

LOL

and why do i say weird?

cos when we walked past them(they're sitting at this coffee shop near hougang plaza),

one of them keep saying "excuse me girl...excuse me girl..."

initially i ignored,

then he tried harder and louder,

so i turned around,

and they appeared to be calling us.

so we stood there for a brief moment,

looking at them,

waiting for them to continue whatever they called us for.

then, one of them keep pointing to the other side,

while shouting for another boy,

then the other run over and dunno what next.

and we really dunno what they call us for,

so i looked at lilin,

and she looked at me.

without knowing what's happening and what should we do,

lilin decided to ignore them and continue walking.

maybe after all,

they(the group of boys) weren't calling us.

after that lilin was commenting to me,

"i thought they were calling you(referring to me), cos they're looking at you!"

then i was like,

"huh? i dunno them!"

seriously,

don't you find this group of boys weird?

maybe they want us to help them buy cigarette(LOL)?

or maybe they just wanna strike up a conversation with us or wanna ask for phone number(which is unlikely) etc.,

but whatever the reason,

shouldn't they at least say sth and not just after calling us then let us stand there?

but actually,

whatever the reason,

i don't really feel like knowing.

and luckily lilin they all with me,

otherwise,

if they stopped me halfway alone,

i would probably "scared to death" !!!

and i seriously dunno how to reject if they ever ask for number,

like what happened some times ago!!! ><

sometime i really thanks mummy for giving me a not very pretty face,

otherwise i would end up like man and les,

keep having ppl come asking for number.

and with my kinda of character,

i'm sure they'll get it as easy as ABC,

cos i just simply DUNNO how to say 'NO'(esp to stranger)!!!

but of course,

if requests are not within my capability,

or are illegal etc.,

i'm sure i'll have the courage to say 'no'!!!

LOL =PP

well,

shall start looking for job,

and keeping myself busy once again!!!

hope i can find something nice to work as real soon!!!!

take care peeps!!! =))

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