Me ♥

XIIN aka PISCES-DOLL aka 娃娃
currently a studious student
a loyal citizen of SINGAPORE
a MAXIMUM ENTHROPY(which mean 'ultimate randomness'...LOL)person
with a pair of greatLISTENING EARSand
a super bubbly and cheerySUNSHINE for your life

My Cravings ♥

i want a PINK LAPTOP
i want a NEW PIANO
i want a DOG

My Favs ♥

Colors : Pink
passions: Singing
: Dancing
: Composing
: Piano-playing
Idols : anyone who i admire ^0^
My Heartfelt Words ♥




My Song ♥

put your music codes here.

❤dar-links

*ALEX*
*ALICIA(ang)*
*AMANDA(lye)*
*ARRON*
*CALVIN*
*CHLOE*
*CHRISTY*
*CHUN*
*CHUXUAN*
*CLAUDIA*
*CYNDI*
*DANIEL*
*EADELIN*
*ERIC*
*FAHRENHEIT*
*GARRICKZ*
*GERMAINE*
*HAFIZ*
*HUANTING*
*IWAN*
*ISABEL*
*JACK*
*JASON*
*JIRO*
*JUNWEE*
*KELLY*
*KIM*
*LEON*
*LILIN*
*LIPING*
*MAVERIC*
*MIREEN*
*MISSY-TOMOKO(sabbie's clothing sale) *
*PEITING*
*QUEENIE*
*RACHAEL*
*RUITING*
*SABRINA*
*SHIWEN*
*SHIYING*
*SIEW WEN*
*WANCHIN*
*WEI LAI*
*WELSON*
*WENDY*
*WENYI*
*XIESHUN*
*XINNI*
*XINYING*
*YANFEN*
*YANLING*
*YELUN*
*YINAH*
*YIXIN*
*YUXUAN*

My Precious Memories ♥

December 2006
January 2007
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January 2008
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January 2011
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May 2012
November 2012
July 2013
November 2013
March 2014


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♥ Tuesday, June 30, 2009
was fidgeting the whole of the 3hr of maths paper today...
cos i can't do!!!
*pouts* ><
i was even doubting,
why did i even take up math man?!?
but as i was doin the sampling question,
i realise i can't even recall the advantages and disadvantages...
den i reasoned to myself...
cos my memorising skill is even way "badder"(if there's such words)...
so no choice!!!
=.=
LOL

while revising for my math yesterday,
i realised i did so much more practises for SA1...
i was so much more hardworking den...
but lookin at me now,
i seems to fall back to those days when i was a j1...
deteriorating result...
and lost the sense of focus...

looking back,
i realised,
so much thing had happened over the holiday...
and i thght i'm strong,
able to handle every thing...
but i guess,
i overestimated myself...
it wasn't even that bad 6 years ago...
but i seem to start losing my direction now...
n i guess,
this muz oso be what jean jean went through last year...
i'm sorry for being so ignorant...
and for not being there when i tink u needed me...
hmmm...

have much more to say...
these few days,
alot of words in my mind...
alot of memory flashback...
did alot of thinking when i'm all alone...
but i guess,
it's not the time now...

shall mug hard for tmr chem...
and i'm juz merely aiming to scrape through...
can't this little wish of mine be fulfilled??? *asked in a tiny voice*

gambateh!!! =_^

`you'll never fade... won't you?
Last moment...
2:19 PM


♥ Monday, June 29, 2009
SA2 started today...
i finally able to touch AQ...
and even managed to write TWO paragraphs!!!
even though i might be out of point but who cares?!!
knowing the fact dat i usually finish my summary on the dot...
i'm juz so proud of myself today!!!
*happy happy* ^-^


在回家的路上,
我想了很多...
我想对两个人说对不起...


因为没能去参加你的生日会,
我感到很抱歉...
可是再多说什么似乎多没用了...
总觉得,
那天,
我好像应该去的...
你们,
好像在期待着我来,
等待着什么事发生似的...
但因为没去,
我们之间的关系好像变了...
是我想太多了吗?
如果是,
请告诉我,
让我们不用再继续尴尬下去...
但如果不是,
我想说声“对不起”...
我真的不是不想去...
希望你能体谅...
我希望,
我们能回到跟从前一样,
有说有笑的日子...
而不是像现在一样,
行如陌路人般...
=((

因为那时很不开心,
气昏了,
才会打出那堆不堪的文字...
我,
真的不是有意要伤害你的...
现在想想,
我好像真有点儿过分...
对不起...
最近每每想起你道歉的简讯,
我就觉得很不好意思...
也因为那个部落格,
我们的关系好像也变质了...
我突然好怀念,
你几乎每天都会发简讯给我的那段日子...
即使是简单的问候,
现在回想起,
都暖暖的...
真希望我们能回到之间那段简单的日子...
=XX

道歉完了,
虽然你们不一定会看到,
虽然我也不一定会好过,
但,
我总算说出我的心声...
对于以上的两个人,
我衷心地说声:“对不起”...
=))

`you'll never fade... won't you?
Last moment...
8:07 PM


♥ Friday, June 26, 2009

xiaoball did this collage with a new software (trial version),
while i sit and chose those pictures with her...
haha ^-^


how time flies...
in a blink of eyes,
granny had left us for almost 2 weeks...

i seem strong...
i can talk bout my granny open-heartedly with everyone...
i guess laregely due to the fact that i'm so proud of her...
so honoured to be in a big family of bout 120 members!!!

but,
everytime when i'm studyin alone into the late night,
i can't help but miss her,
and miss her more...
i guess,
mummy muz have felt worst,
so is amanda...

no wonder there's a sayin goes:
"lives' of the livings are often more painful then the dead..."

i guess,
i grasped how true it is now...
and i wanna to love my family more...
no matter be it in the past, present or future...
cos we never get to know how long either of us are gonna to live till...

so,
i want a lives with no regret!!!

FAMILY= Father And Mother, I Love You,
so do i love my sisters too!!!
*kisses and huggs*

love your family too yea? =_^

`you'll never fade... won't you?
Last moment...
11:02 PM


♥ Sunday, June 14, 2009
everything came tumbled in so sudden...
i'm caught off-guard...

Early morning,
8th aunt called mummy...
saying that they can't wake grandma up,
the body of hers felt cold and soft too...

and hurriedly,
dad n mum left the house...

it juz happened in a swift of time,
before i'm even fully awake n aware of the situation >< ...

and when i'm finally clear n fresh...
mummy called n told us...
"grandma passed away."

at first, i'm stunned...
followed by more stunned...

i rmb waking up,
planning where to study tmr...
planning to watch 2 korean dramas today...
planning to study my chem...
planning to text my friends...
it seems boring but a beautiful ahead for me to catch...

nothing of such is expected by me...

i dunno how am i suppose to react?
i juz went visiting her yesterday...
and she seemed alright...
and today...
she's gone for eternity...

the monday juz passed was the 6tth death anniversary of my grandpa...
n at the end of the week,
grandma decided to join him...

i dun wanna to go through another of this...
it's painful enough go through once...
i dun wan...
DUN WAN!!!

someone pleasssssssse help me out.........
='((

`you'll never fade... won't you?
Last moment...
11:24 AM


♥ Thursday, June 11, 2009
Saw this tag on my fren's blog...
was bored so tried it...
though lame but quite cute too!!!
try it, n i guess u'll smile too =))

1.Put your mp3/mp4/any music player etc on shuffle.
2.For each question, press the next button yo get your answer.
3.YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAMR DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

here goes...

IF SOMEONE SAYS"IS THIS OKAY", YOU SAY?
甜甜的 (aka sweet sweet)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
something

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
the more i seen

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
vanilla say ...sounded no link!

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
回音 (aka echo) ...so my motto is to be a parrot?lol

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
1 ...*happy happy*

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
别问我的伤 (aka don't ask bout my pain) ..this is funny!!!LOL

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
at the beginning ...quite

WHAT IS 2+2?
收藏 (aka collection)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND(S)?
小师妹 (aka little junior girl) ...i tink they will say it's the other way round...haha

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
let me roll it ...huh? o.O

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
至少还有我 (aka at least there's me) ...abit sad huh?!?...tryin to portray positive tinking? =.=..lol

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
了解 (aka understand) ...yeshi yeshi...i wanna to understand everyone...so can i be a psychatrist?lol

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
大小姐 (aka "spoiled girl") ...huh? can at least be a guy?..but a spoiled 1 arh?...hmmm...lol

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
伯乐 (aka a person wih fore sight) ...this's cool!!!LOL

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
小黑与我 (aka little blackie n me)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
相对论IV ...sorry dunno how to translate exactly...lol

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
不由自主 (aka uncontrollable of an emotion/action ) ...haha...quite true...cos sometime i will start singing uncontrollably...LOL

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
无与伦比的美丽 (aka heavenly pretty) ...indeed...haha

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
all my loving ...y??? ><

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
冲动 (aka rash/on impulse) ...dat's quite sad...now will refrain myslef from impulse action...lol

THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
终于 (aka finally)

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
collide

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
can't help falling in love ...LOL

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
i'll never not need you ...so does this indicate a "yes"??? =PP

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
不知不觉 (aka unknowingly)

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
随堂测验 (aka impromtu test?)

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
不只是场梦 (aka not just a dream)

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
醉赤壁 (aka drunken red cliff) ...=.='''

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
the long way home


=))

`you'll never fade... won't you?
Last moment...
11:33 PM


♥ Wednesday, June 10, 2009
How do judge if a "like" is genuine?
If you know that something is extremely important to the person you like,
wouldn't you want to help to protect that important thing,
at all cause,
just for the sake of the person you like???

怎么样才称得上是“喜欢”?
如果知道某件事是被你“喜欢的人”所在乎、重视的,
并且对他/她很重要的...
那,
喜欢他/她的人是不是更不应该在关键时刻落井下石,
而是应该更守护呢?

让我们好好思考一下吧!!! =))


你说你喜欢我,
但在这个甲骨眼上,
当你知道这地方需要你时,
你却还是选择离开...
一点儿也没有想要尽点力帮我守候这个地方...

你说你当初继续留下,
因为我的存在...
如今,
我不得不离开,
所以你留下,
一点儿意义也没有了...

你说既然我走了,
你也需要回到你原本的岗位,
把心思都花在它上面,
补回离开时,
那段失去的练习时间...
那我也就试着体谅,
不挽留,
也不为难你...

但,
你现在却说你要参加另一个东西?!!
不是说什么要“全神贯注”了吗???
那,
是拿来敷衍我的借口吗?
不仅如此,
你还可以开我在乎的地方的玩笑!?!

我不解...
你说你喜欢我,
所以当初因为我在而留下...
这句话很动听...

但,
你也确确实实知道它对我很重要,
我很在乎,
也很担心,
你却不愿在我离开后,
帮我守护它...
还选择在这时跳槽?!!

你说你当初留下,
因为你喜欢我...
但,
我怎么感觉到的是,
你当初会继续留下,
是因为留下后的“甜头”...
现在好处被你拿到手了,
你就拍拍屁股走人...

是我太天真了吗???
所以才会相信你的话,
才会把你想离开的借口,
当成是你“情非得以”,“身不由己”的理由...

不知为什么,
你现在所说的话,
我都觉得有点儿反感...

你说你喜欢我,
是真的吗???
还是,
寂寞在作祟???

我知道现在说这样的话很残忍,
但我真的庆幸,
我的心一点儿也没有被你动摇过,
我一点儿也没有喜欢上你...
对不起!!!
=))

`you'll never fade... won't you?
Last moment...
11:24 PM