Pictures Fade.... but you wont'

♥ Wednesday, December 31, 2008

since this's the last day of the year 2008,
i wanna dedicate post to all those special frens of mine!!!
dun be surprise to find yourself here!!!
hehe =PP

i've a childhood fren,
who has been my classmate since pri 1 till pri6...
but it's kinda sad dat we got separated n being posted to diff sec sec...
neither did we hav the chance to be in the same jc...
but dat's nt the end of our friendship...
it brought us even closer...
though busy with our own stuffs...
we will never forget impt dates like each other's bday, vday as well as christmas!!!
i'll never forget her and our friendship will be sialing forever!!!
love darlin..JEANJEAN!!!

i got fren...
got to noe him only last year...
n my 1st impression of him is...
this person look like 'L'!!!
haha
but after dat we get really close...
n started tokin bout almost anything under the sun!!!
and he used to sing n play me new songs he learn during keyboard lesson!!!
though childish at time(*opps*)...
he's quite a gentleman too...
a really nice, understanding fren...
n rather thoughtful n meticulous at times...
esp during the competition period,
he's very compromising towards me!!!
n day before new yr eve he suddenly ask if i goin countdown w anyone?
he say scare i wait for them to plan...
so if no one go with me...
he shall go countdown with me!!!
n it reminded me of last yr x'mas...
n this yr when frens around us are getting attached...
den he said to me "quickle go find 1 too larr, den i can go army in assurance!!!"
haha...
sounded very funny...
but dat's his way of caring for ppl!!!
love ya, MAVERIC!!!

i got a pair of girlfriends...
oso noe them last year,
when i'm so lost, so new to the new sch compound...
they'r the noisy angels in my lives (*opps*)...
they'r like a pair of twins ( but they'r not)...
they'r the 'hot pick' among sch guys...
and this year...
we shared the 'same fate'...
n we get even closer (i guess)...
we've been sharing secrets with 1 another too...
n they'r the 'spotter' for sky...
always fated to see sky more than me...
LOL
and i learn my lameness from them too!!!
haha
thanks to them, my world is always filled with beautiful noise!!!
haha
love ya babes, AMANDA n SELESTINE!!!

another fren of mine...
again, noe him last year...
rmb the first time i met him, i tried to be friendly and try strikin a convo with him,
(which is rare, cos i'm SHY!!!so he shd consider himself fortunate!!!LOL)
he such an chap with attitude!!!
joke joke...lol
well,
dat's 1st impression larr...
but 1 day he suddenly initiate to tok to me...
n as we start to get to noe each other better,
i realise he's actually nice...
meticulous...
n sensitive...
n he noe how to do household chores n cook!!!!
haha
in fact...
we became really close for a period...
we used to have late night chat...
n he will sing to me every night(cos he juz simply love to sing)...
rmb once he juz finished his 1st self composition n he suddenly called me up n sang n ask me nice or not...
really miss those times...
miss those phone calls dat were filled with his singing...
there's a period we seemed to drift apart (*sad sad*)...
but recently we hang out again more...
but 6th jan is coming...
n i'll be missing him again!!!
hope our friendship will endure the time missed...
missing you JACKJACK!!!

i've a hunk,
hu's a flirt...
cos though i'm her only babe...
she has a princess and a mei nv at the same time!!!
haha...
n yupp...
is a 'she' larr...
LOL
during last year shangdong immersion trip,
we'd been room mate n buddy...
n every night before she slept,
she never failed to sing a particular line from jay chou's song, "rainbow"（《彩虹》）...
"看不到你的笑我怎么睡得着..." (translate: how do i fall asleep without seeing your smile...)
n now,
whenever i hear this song playing elsewhere,
i'll be reminded of her n miss her!!!
hope distance make our heart grow fonder...
LOL
my hunk, HUI JIA!!!

i've a fren,
my hunk's honey(see told u my hunk is a flirt..lol)...
initially thght she'd very dao...
n whenever i see her, i dont dare tok to her de...
cos she oso nv intitiate to tok to me too...
get to noe her better during a leadership camp...
and since den we started all our crap le!!!
she's nice and caring...
haha...
and she say she had noticed me ever since the start of the sch...
*shy shy*
juz dat we no chance to noe each other better!!!
LOL
and this year,
we shared the 'same fate' too...
so we'r buddy-buddy le!!!
hehe
my buddy, AMELIA!!!

another gal i knew...
used to be my biology lecture mate last year...
but we didn realise each other existance till this year...
due to "same fate" shared too!!!
LOL
as i get to noe her...
i realise she's a "flower-fanatic"(花痴)...
change eye-candy as fast as drink water!!!
*opps*
joke joke...
LOL
but she oso had been faithful to 1 before larr!!!
haha
future tai tai-wannbe, JOYCE!!!

i got another girl friend,
hu evryone call her "ah ming ge"!!!
LOL
she's such a sweetie,
got a demure look,
and her eyes is esp attractive(love her eyes too..haha)!!!
well,
i guess i can consider her as another gal of our sch's guys hot pick too!!!
i'm juz fated to noe hot girls!!!
haha...
my pretty eyes babe, MING LEE!!!

i've a girlfriend,
a very small yet rough girl(opps)!!!
haha...
before we get to noe each other,
she thght i'm juz a hello kitty-cartoon fantic-cheena girl...
n i thght she's someone who is very hard to get close with...
n turn out...
we juz love each other company...
esp during last year class chalet...
we started sharing our thght n feel!!!
though we wont be in the same sch next yr...
hope that our friendship can sail on!!!
love EADELIN!!!

i've a bunch of frens,
who endured the 'toughest' time of 2007 with me...
n all bcos of the time consuming PROJECT WORK!!!(*sianzzz*)
but luckily i have them...
a bunch of really nice, cooperative n considerate groupmate...
sometime when i cant finish my task on time,
they will try n help me out too!!!
time spent on project work is though tiring,
enjoyable at the same time!!!
thank you JOCELYN, HAFIZ n JEFFERY!!!

i've 2 dudes,
who will be there for me when i'm feeling down...
but i'm oso their "information counter" whenever they needed help with gifts buying...
rmb we use to spend whole day picking up gifts...
and den we'll spend lotsa time tgt in cafe, esp, swenson, cafe cartel n fish n co. ...
den being gentleman,
they will cab me home, and see me safely up the lift before leaving!!!
thank you VICTOR n ZHONG MOU!!!

well,
this is only the part 1 of my "dedication to frens"...
there'r lots lots more frens i wanna mention...
so do keep a look out for your name in part 2!!!
cheerios =_^

`you'll never fade... won't you?
Last moment...
6:53 PM

♥

gosh...
we are juz left with 1 more day of 2008...
in a blink of time...
2009 is on it way!!!

was lookin thru some pitures taken over the year...
reminiscing those times back...

start sch term all over again...
making new frens again(n i'm glad to noe them)...
but old frens seemed to be drifting apart (*sniff sniff*)...
living thru the 'same fate' with les, man, joyce n amelia (hope our friendship will be stronger)...
1st time spending bday with someone who born in the same year, same month n smae day as me (*special special*)...
1st time being surprised with a surprise bday celebration in sch (*happy happy*)...
1st time tried out cheerleading (tried being a flyer as well as base)...
joined Teenage Icon 08...
1st time tryin out duet competition...
and get to noe lotsa new frens with same interest (*smile*)...
hanging out more often with soem of my last year TI clique at the ltr part of the yr (hope our friendship do last)
start keyboard lesson with jackjack...
get to noe new frens from intune...
and more more more...

well...
to sum 2008 up...
tasted sweet, bitter, sour, spicy...
n no matter how hard or nice those times are...
i juz simply miss everything!!!

2009 is coming...
i shd start tinkin bout my new year resolution...
n...
i wanna live this coming year to the fullest again!!!
=_^

`you'll never fade... won't you?
Last moment...
5:07 PM

♥ Tuesday, December 30, 2008

SECONDHAND SERENADE--"Fall For You"

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Oh

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When your asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

`you'll never fade... won't you?
Last moment...
3:23 PM

♥ Sunday, December 28, 2008

*boohoo*
these few days were down with red eyes!!! =(
jackjack ask if i'll turn blind if the redness doesnt subside? =((
christy say if i still dun go see doctor might end up for operation!!! =(((
gosh...
this is getting scary!!! ><
but...
hehe...
i'm so much better le larr!!!
thanks everyone for concern!!!
*hapi hapi* =))

20th dec
went for jackjack's n sheryl's UAN-- Live 'Live' concert...
was a great concert i personally feel...
n i'm so attracted to all the dance performances!!!
haha...
i guess i really cant quit the habit of LOVING DANCE!!!
spotted a number of the 'should not' mistakes some dancers made...
n maveric say i shd not be too critic since they'r nt 'born-dancer' or have not learn dance for long...
okk...
my fault larr..
but cant help it mah!!!
sorry..
but overall every performer did a SUPERB JOB...
n i noe it's nt easy plus the sweat n hardwork put in for months!!!
continue your dream!!! ^^

n met xieshun, daniel n xinni...
*misses*
n we took many pics too!!!
(but dunno y cant upload fr my phone?!? ><)

21st dec
went down to Chinatown point th support Xueting's n Zuoen's duo competition final!!!
they did a superb job too...
their performance was enjoyable...
though didnt win...
i still feel happy for them!!!
another grp w remarkable performances dat i personally felt is
Ge Fang(zhiyang's grp)...
his voice is really good...
n a really big improvement from campus06 till now!!!
continue the good job!!! =))

den mave n i went for impresario audition...
met 1 of the committee we met previously,
n she was guessin our relationship...
which she came up with lotsa wild guess like..
classmate, schoolmate, brother n sister(huh?!we look alike meh?!?)
n almost conclude we are..
couple!?!
juz bcos she dun believe we'r juz PURELY GOOD FREN!!!
LOL =PP

22nd dec
i oragnized a mini birthday surprise for Alicia(lye) and 'farewell' for maveric...
was kinda discouraged initially...
cos lotsa ppl 2 weeks ago promised to turn up...
back out last min...
i alomst canclled the whole thingy...
but thanks to Leon, Daniel, Xinni, Mireen who'r already out of their hse...
so i decided to continued on...
n Mave joined them ltr on...
n due to i needa get lotsa material for her bday gift,
i arrived rather late!!!
haha
when i reached, mave, mireen n xinni get down to deco the photo frame,
while daniel, leon n i get photo developed n some surprise pressie(food) for maveric!!!
hehe..
Alicia's pressie turned out nice,
n mave got a surprise too!!!
so it's a success!!!
*twist*
and thanks alot to those who turned up...
Leon, Daniel, Mireen, Xinni, Maveric, Amanda, Alicia n bf, and Alex!!!
we shall have steamboat outing soon yea? ^v^

23rd dec
supposed to have work...
but due to red eyes...
missed it...
n my money flies too!!! =XX

24th dec
had christmas countdown party at uncle's hse!!!
*yeah* =PP
got christmas feast too...
honey ham, chocolatey logcake, yummy egg tart, varieties of fruits, delicious dishes prepared by my aunt and more...
played the online game, 'Hotel 626' w le, ting n sis...
n i realise it wasnt as scary a game as what ppl commented...
in fact, i find all the scary faces hilarious!!!
*opps*
stayover at thier hse...
adults had mahjong session...
while we(le, ting, sis n me) cam-whore in front of le's full lenght mirros..
n we were so super-duper noisy in the room with our posing n cam-whore skill till doggie furby cant even have a proper sleep!!!
*sorry*
LOL =PP
(picture will be uploaded soon after i figure wat went wrong)

25th dec
woke up at 11.30am...
n we realise all the adults woke up so much earlier than us despite their mahjong seesion ended bout 6+am...
*pig*
LOL
den woke up eat again...
been eating for 2 whole days...
sooner or later turned piggy le...
*oink oink*

26th dec
missed work again cos eyes became redder!!!
*boo* ='(

27th-28th dec
finally...
FINISHED PACKING MY 'in the state of AFTER-WAR-WORLD-2' ROOM!!!
*yippee*
feel so satisfied!!!
hehe...
next upcoming big packing project will be...
MY WADROBE!!!
*faint*
but before dat shall clear the staircase leading up to my bed!!!
sianzzz...

alright dat's the update for the time being...
wanna upload lotsa pic...
but somehow my pc is on cold-war with my phone!!! ><

anw...
wanna thanks those hu prepared x'mas pressies for me like..
Maveric (2 Hello Kitty tins with strawberry waffle..sweet sweet),
Alicia(lye) (a cute bear bear cookie baked by herself...yummy yummy)
Guocong (1 big Hello Kitty cushion...nice nice),
Lilin (a hand-sewed sock with a bottle of M&M n a lollipop)
Amanda (sent a chritmas card specially to me)
Jiale (a disney minnie mouse mug),
both my lovely
younger SIS (a hot pink FBT)
n elder SIS (a piece of handphone accessories with my name fr 'Gift a name')

n thanks those who sent me x'mas greeting...
Huan Qing, Amelia, Daniel, Cheyu, Leon, Constance, Randolph, Jacqualine, Yanndar, Yuresh, Klenn!!!
hehe =PP

christmas is a 12-day season...
so somemore pressies are coming their way...
at least there'll be 1 (as someone promised to give me before his army...joke joke)...
LOL
all in all...
a big THANK YOU to those who made my christmas so filled with joy and laughter...
n hope everyone has enjoyed this christmas season too!!! =_^

`you'll never fade... won't you?
Last moment...
7:38 PM

♥ Monday, December 15, 2008

如果有一天，
发生了一件坏事，
局势对我一点都不利，
所有的‘证据’似乎都指向我，
但如果我说，
真的不是我做的，
你会相信吗???

如果真心了解一个人，
就会完完全全相信他/她，
就算他/她被全世界误会，
你也会永远在他/她身边，
不离不弃，
相信他/她，
保护他/她
不让他/她受到任何伤害.......

`you'll never fade... won't you?
Last moment...
7:16 PM

♥ Friday, December 12, 2008

Wahaha...
somehow i misplaced my phone in the house again!!!
somemore it's on 'silent mode'...
so yupp...
=.='''
...

sorry les n joyce!!! ><

anw...
yesterday heard Zuoen sharing a song with Chi Sheng laoshi...
n i kinda like it...
cos it sounded very nice...
very 扣人心璇...
but the tune somewhat unfarmiliar to me...
so i thght was written by Zuoen...
haha =PP

but awhile later,
saw Fern crying after watching something in front of the computer...
den Zuoen consecutively showed somemore peeps...
den i realise is a music video...
n many commented dat it's very touching...
but mave watched n ask "touching meh?"
den Zuoen said "u'll feel that it's touching only if u noe 梁文音's background"...
so i gotta noe dat a song sang by 梁文音 is nice!!!
LOL

so under curiosity,
i check it out today!!!
didnt noe the song title...
but type in 梁文音's name in youtube...
n lucky me come across this 《梁文音【最幸福的事】完整版 MV 》...
the title sounded nice enough to be a touching song...
so i started loading...
n sure enough, it's the farmiliar melody dat i heard once yesterday...
but before watching, i did a little reading on 梁文音...
(if u dont happen to heard or noe much bout her, can check it out if u're interested:
http://zh.tv.wikia.com/wiki/%E6%A2%81%E6%96%87%E9%9F%B3)
n started watching...
seriously,
the plot is there, the director did manage to set the mv's mood at "sad"...
butbuTBUT..
i didnt feel a thing till the whole main song seemed to hav ended (left bout 2min before the whole mtv ends) ....
den i was tinking...
"shit...m i cold-blooded or wat???y m i nt feeling a single thing???normally my tears glande is like so rich...any little small touching part i'll tear!!!or issit i've somehow trained to a new level of viewing 'touching'???or am i juz so not in the mood to cry???etc..."

and at 6.25min (whole mv is bout 6.47min long)
i'm FINALLY FEELING IT!!!
yes...
it's indeed touching(esp after knowing her childhood thingy)...
n the whole song is really nice!!!
it's really worth giving it a watch (even if u don't happen to be a fan of her)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uw9Z70p2MlI

hope you enjoy!!! =_^

`you'll never fade... won't you?
Last moment...
11:54 PM

♥ Thursday, December 11, 2008

在你的记忆里面有一个我，
在你最痛苦的时候陪你度过
难过过了，
天晴朗了，
我就走...

你拯救我的寂寞，
我的痛，
我的梦，
在你的面前我不必保留，
我从来都没对你说，
压抑的我的心动...

我的好，
我的坏，
我的脾气你最懂，
我不要你来心疼我，
明天的以后，
我们会懂，
失恋的挫折让人变得更成熟...

我对你感觉胜过爱情，
因为有你给我勇气，
给我用不完的力气，
其实也想好好爱你，
只怕到最后不小心让你伤心...

对不起，
我对你，
再好再亲密都不能在一起，
最后看你在别人怀里，
有天我会找到我的唯一，
还微笑祝福你...

爱情总让人折磨，
所以我们才选择作比情人更好的朋友...

`you'll never fade... won't you?
Last moment...
1:32 AM

♥ Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Sunday went down to chinatown point to support my once partner, maveric n my bestie, jackjack!!!
this time round, they're partner!!!
*woots*
=))

after dat,
jackjack had some other stuff so went off 1st...
actually i wanna went off too de,
but somehow,
i decided to meet up with maveric, christy n eelen @ intune...
they went to hav dinner,
den we went down to chinatown again to meet fern, siming, xueting, zuo en
n christy bought a really nice n suiting dress!!!
haha =PP

went to mac to slack after shopping...
heard alot of life stories from Xueting...
she such an INTERESTING GAL!!!
haha
n her life-experiences in army is really so fascinating!!!
so cool!!!
how i wish i had a chance in army too!!! =PP

Fern said dat throughout the whole convo,
she can actually count how many sentence i said
=.=
haha...
sorry larr...
i noe i'm really quiet...
but sometime i really juz love to listen to people talk...
to learn more bout their lives n experience...
since mine's not as exciting,
it's such a bliss n enjoyment to juz sit around quietly n listen to the interesting conversations!!!
i guess,
dat's y i'm a good listener??!
haha =))

once, they get to the topic on wat we look in our partner...
n they were sharing each one's expectations...
den suddenly Fern turned around n ask
"so wat kinda of person attract u?"
"u asking me arh?", i asked, half-stunned...
to be honest,
i didnt really tink bout this question before...
though normally when friends asked,
i'll half-jokingly say...
"emmm..my 'him' muz be like a prince charming walking out from fairytale!!!"...
haha...
very childish, very unrealistic...
but sometime,
i juz hope my life can turn into a fairytale...
minus away all the evil witch, evil stepsisters n stepmother part...
n i can juz happily be a princess n live happily ever after with my prince, family and all my sweet friends!!!
haha ^u^

but fern question indeed set me into tinking...
wat traits???
prince charming from fariytale???
hoping but not realistic...
emmm...
maybe tall( at least170cm)...
sporty...
can play with me at time...
humorous...
romantic (cos i love surprises)...
noe how to play musical instrument...
like to sing (a plus point if can sing n play)...
love dance(at least dun dislike it)...
sensitive to my feeling...
meticulous n tender...
haiz...
all craps... ><
cos most importantly afterall,
it's the CHEMISTRY dat matter all!!!
haha =PP

突然好想谈场恋爱...
好想知道恋爱里的‘酸、甜、苦、辣’究竟是什么样的滋味???
为什么有些人被它伤过后，还会傻傻地再陷入另一段???

好好奇，
我的‘他’会是个什么样的人???
我的‘他’出现了吗???
我的‘他’会知道我就是他的‘她’吗???
我的‘他’会向我表白吗???
还是会默默做我的守护天使???

haha...
i'm so influenced by our interesting gal, xueting!!!
haha
bye =_^

`you'll never fade... won't you?
Last moment...
10:24 PM

♥ Monday, December 1, 2008

WAS really excited to blog bout
"MY MOST UNLUCKY DAY"...
which is actually today!!!
LOL

open my blog,
den decided to read some friends' blog是 first...
saw a post of 1 fren...
n set me into tinkin,
did i miss out anyone hu's being really good to me,
n let them become a silent angel of mine???
tink tink tink...
n i don't tink i miss out anyone yet,
who is/are re啊lly good to me...
i give credits to all the nice things did by peeps i known!!!
haha

den saw another post...
from the same blog...
i was rather disappoint to be exact...
n dat diminish all my mood to blog bout today...
and i tink,
all dat happened in the morning...
are not as disappointing to me as dat blog post!!!

n i tink i'm loving my own computer...
"it" muz hav know dat i'll be upset upon reading dat post...
dat's y "it" never fails to make me unable to open dat page...
but somehow...
curious me decided to use someone else's com to open dat page!!!
haha...

sorry com...
n thanks for your protection!!!
love ya!!! =_^

**真的...不是每个人的牺牲会被看好，不是每个人的付出都能被感受到...所以我真的有点失望**

`you'll never fade... won't you?
Last moment...
12:21 PM