Me ♥

XIIN aka PISCES-DOLL aka 娃娃
currently a studious student
a loyal citizen of SINGAPORE
a MAXIMUM ENTHROPY(which mean 'ultimate randomness'...LOL)person
with a pair of greatLISTENING EARSand
a super bubbly and cheerySUNSHINE for your life

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i want a PINK LAPTOP
i want a NEW PIANO
i want a DOG

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Colors : Pink
passions: Singing
: Dancing
: Composing
: Piano-playing
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♥ Monday, July 28, 2008
yesterday was Teenage Icon 2008 2nd heat(1st heat was on saturday) @ Heeren...
hmm..
very fascinating competiton...
cos all 40 contestants really had great voice and talent!!!
haha =PP
it was a tough competition...
and only 12 from each heat will be choosen to preliminary to semi-final!!!
dat's mean 28 will hav to bid this stage goodbye!!!
sad right?!! =XX
at least last yr, 4 more contestant were able to make it the semi...


anyway...
yesterday was also my show...
to be exact,
MAVERIC AND MY SHOW!!!
haha..
cos we singing duet..."ban sheng shou" by penny and pin guan...
can i say...
we did a splendid job!!!
haha =DD
sounded very 'tfts'(thick face thick skin...credit to cheyu!!!haha)
but...
dat was wat everyone, who watched our performance commented!!!
haha...
photos and video will be posted soon(cos it's with christy and klenn)...

anw...
christy told me dat when i first went up the stage...
ppl behind her were commenting dat i look super natural..
no sense of nervousness detected!!!
i treat dat as a compliment huh?!!haha =PP
but when i started singing my 1st line...
there's a little nervousness heard...
haha
well...i admit i am!!!
didnt wanna make it heard...but cant help it, can i??!
LOL
but the rest was REALLY GREAT!!!
though it was a competition,
but i enjoyed it...
as if it was my performance, my show, my concert!!!
haha
and everyone(ppl who we know n dont) comment dat it was a really sweet performance...
we actually managed to bring the sweetness out perfectly...
which the audience can feel it...
and the judges applauded too!!!
ohmygosh...
dat's a honour, a success!!!haha
most ppl guessed dat we were a couple...
but apparently, we were not..but very good friends instead!!!
haha ^o^


after our performance,
everyone came to congrate us...
assuring us that we will get thru to semi-final...
but when the result was about to be announced,
jack(knowing the result) actually walked over and say "good luck" to maveric!!!
well...
how do u interpret this???
is it a good sign or bad thing???
so we start to worry..
cos..if we had gotten in,
jack dont hav to say "good luck" right?!!
well..
so i assured mave that...
"even if we didnt make it thru, it's nt dat our performance is not good(cos when all 3 judges applaused for it, it cant be bad right?!!)...
but maybe bcos we already were the finalists for last yr solo(this yr we joined as duet)...
so they wanna give others a chance!!!"
"plus...it's the process dat matter and not the result!!!"
ok...
i noe the last statement doesnt sound as convincing...
i mean...
who dont really care for the end-result??!
no matter how exciting, how fantastic was the process...
eventually if the outcome wasnt what it's hoped to turn out...
disappointement cant be avoided right?!!
LOL >.<


anw...
40 of us were divide into 4 grp of 10 each...
well, since we were no.31,
we were obviously in the last grp...lol
jack said most ppl in our grp entered semi..
but dat doesnt relieved the both of us anyway...
so when it's our grp turn to go up on stage and receive the verdict,
all of us held hand...
like a human chain..
and walked up on stage!!!
even the mc was like...
"wow...they were so united!!!"
haha..
and we were the 1st among our grp to step out and receive the verdict...
"so do you think they should enter the semi???", the mc asked the audience at the stage left..
den posed the same question to the right side audience...
and obviously ppl were shouting "yes yes yes..."
haha...
but still, we were not assured!!!
finally the mc say
"well..den u guys...
GET TO WATCH THEM AGAIN IN SEMI-FINAL!!!"
OHMYGOSH...
i relly gt very stunned by this!!!
i mean...i'm like so prepared for the worst...
n it turned out to be so...GREAT!!!
*phew*
haha


got briefing with the judges...
as usual..
they commenting generally on the overall...
then point out our individuals mistake...
but when it's our turn...
they said there were nothing much to comment bout our performance(btw..they even use our performance as a good learning example for the others!!!haha)...
except, i'm still dressing too raine-kinda-cute!!!
haha
shd dress abit more mature(but not too over) to complement maveric!!!
haha
well...for dressing dat part...i seriously DID MY BEST le!!!
LOL
i mean...u cant blame me for being born with a 'cute look' right?!!!
LOL
joke joke...
anyway...will spend more effort to find a more suitable clothing for semi-final!!!
kambatehh ^-^


after everything...
went over cineleisure to hav dinner at long john silver...
with mave, klenn, christy, sheryl, kelly and jack jack!!!
haha..
long time nv eat with them le...
kinda miss the feeling...
somehow it was abit different fr the last time...
but still,i treasure n appreciate it!!!
more of such hang out k???
haha


well...
to be honest, was kinda disappointed yesterday though...
was tryin to find farmiliar faces(except mave's fren n TI ferns) among the crowd...
but...guess i was hoping too much le!!!
the best performance ever i had...
yet none of them is there to watch it...
i understand dat some gtpw to do...
n other plan...
but wat bout the rest???
i mean...y muz see whether if he/she got go???
am i not ur fren too???
y cant juz come down to support...even if it mean...alone?!!
haiz...
ok...
i'm nt blaming anyone here...
but i realise when i most needed support, none make the effort...
i mean...
ok not all time...but like yesterday...
i dont need vote or watever it is...but at least i really hope to share this great fantastic performance with them!!!
haiz...

seeing how supportive klenn and christy are(klenn went to mave hse on sat to finish up the props for us till over midnight...den christy is always there for mave regardless when n where)...
i suddenly kinda envious mave having such great frens man!!!
n i told him to really treasure them well!!!
haha

anyway...
still wanna thanks everyone who made the effort to come down yesterday...
klenn, christy, welson, sheryl, kelly, eric, yuresh, man ting, mave's itune frens(shuzhen n co.), mave's family...
a million thanks for supporting!!!
haha =))

btw,
Teenage Icon 2008 Semi-Final will be on
27SEPTEMBER2008, SATURDAY...
HERREN(1st floor)...
time to be confirm again...
it's gonna be after sch promo exam..
so do catch us in action if u''re available!!!
take care n cya!!! =_^

`you'll never fade... won't you?
Last moment...
3:36 PM

♥ Wednesday, July 23, 2008
college road run was a success man...
at least to me, it is!!!
haha =PP
anw...
u all muz be anxious how did i fare for the competitition?!!
haha...
let me announce den~!!!
*drumroll*

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n tada...
i came in 102th!!!

haha...
i noe the result is bad man...
but i'm NOT AT ALL SAD!!!
LOL
that's 1 saying goes..
"it's the process and not the result, that matter" !!!
and the same applied to my situation too!!!
hehe =PP
okok...it's not a consoling statement for me...
but it's true!!!
cos i did sth REAL MEANINGFUL on the way!!!
haha =DD

well..
it happened when i saw farhanah mid-way thru my competition route(appearently she's a competitor tooo!!!LOL)...
and as usual, i wished her good luck (ever since the race started..i've been goin around wishing frens, who passed me, good luck...haha)...
but silence,
get no response...
so i decided to carry on with my race...
but as i step forward...
*dopped*
farhanah fainted!!!
due to hyper-ventilation...
so i quickly went over to her...
mind-blanked...i muz admit...cos nv met with such situation before...
then yinah n zolene(ahead of me) realise me "missing", came back to me..
n the first-aiders make their way there too!!!
though realuctant to leave farhanah 'alone' (i noe there'r ppl with her...but usually a sick wld wan someone she noes to be by her side right?!!)...
the first-aiders make us go ahead with our race...
n yinah oso persuade me to carry on..cos i cant help too... =.=
continued the race,
suddenly zolene muscle cramped!!!
so we slowed down...
after awhile she said better, so we continue running...
but as we'r like 100m away fr finishing pt,
she felt the pain again...
so i slowed down with her...
while yinah continue with her running...
when bout to reach the finshing pt(like 50m away?!)...
zolene says she's much better...
n wanna SPRINT TO THE END!!!
so i sprinted with her...
reached...
she collapsed on me!!!
*stunned*
but we(the student helper and me) managed to 'carry'(ok i admit..is half carry half drag...cos i nt very the big huh?!LOL) her to a nearby sit...
and the first-aider attended to her!!!

so...
dont u agree that this is WAY MORE MEANINGFUL than becoming the top 30 for the race?!!
i mean...
wat's more important???
friends or championship?
to me..
it's of cos FRIENDS!!!
though i would love to get the title..
i do not regret for what i did today!!!
*twist* ^v^

anw,after the road run,
there's a lucky draw session for all the participants...
and guess what??!
MY NAME WAS BEING CALLED OUT!!!
haha..
but too bad i didnt heard it...
cos was playing with yinah at the back...
so i missed the prize!!!
*sianz*.. ZZzzz
it was afterward, many friends came and told me and ask y i dint went up to get the prize???
LOL
anw...
the main point is nt bout the prize...
but, i guess kind do get rewarded for their kindness!!!LOL ^u^

so peeps...
start being a kind-soul...
bring out the utmost inner kindness in you...
and shower others with your passionate love, care and concern!!!
it's not about being rewarded for your kind act but
rmb,
a simple kind gesture from you may juz make the day of another person!!!
so start LOVING everyone around you, now!!!
cheerios =_^

`you'll never fade... won't you?
Last moment...
11:58 PM

♥ Tuesday, July 22, 2008
ohmygosh!!!
MDM TWU ROX sia!!!
haha =))
didnt hav much time to prepare for the little class test for today...
explained to her...
and...
SHE RESCHEDULED THE TEST!!!
but end up whole class oso change test date larr...
all for 1, 1 for all!!!
haha
dont you tink SHE ROX?!!...i do!!! =PP
but of cos...even if she didnt postphone it, i still think she's a very AMIABLE TEACHER!!!
hehe =DD
shall study hard for this test...
so as not to make her effort goes down the drain!!!
AZA AZA FIGHTING!!!

college roadrun is gonna be tmr...
and guess wat?!!
yinah and i are actually competitive runner for the roadrun competition!!!
tio sabo de larr...ZzZzZz =.=
think will be walking though...
nt in the mood of running sia!!!
*opps*
Shhh...
LOL ^u^

n i realise i actually start to LOVE STUDYING!!!
gosh!!!
can u believe it?!!
but this few days, i actually really did study and start preparing for upcoming exam= PROMO,le!!!
hope dat it's nt 3-min craze...
but at least let this enthusiasm last thru till after promo exam!!!
n i can proudly say BYE to last minute preparation...
n no more last-min "buddha's leg clinging"!!!
muhahaha >.<

anw...
let's all jiayou tgt in wadeva we do worr!!! =_^

`you'll never fade... won't you?
Last moment...
11:22 PM

♥ Sunday, July 20, 2008
before i start with the dancefest thingy...
first,
i wanna SCREAM IT OUT LOUD!!!
*AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...*
hmm...
nxt,
i wanna COMPLAIN and RANTS!!!
*ROAR*
so u may scroll down to the dancefest part...
if u're nt my friend!!!
juz kidding...LOL


SUPER DISAPPOINTED with the audience of tpjc dancefest 2008...
okay...no sweeping sentence(haha...learnt dat from GP)...
so im DISAPPOINTED WITH SOME(or most?!!) of the AUDIENCE!!!
PLS LARR...
IF YOU DUNNO HOW TO APPRECIATE ARTS...
yes ARTS...
den juz KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT!!!
by making SO MUCH STUPID NOISE...
NOT ONLY ARE YOU NOT SHOWING RESPECT TO THE PERFORMERS ON STAGE (like u will care?!!!)...
THIS REFLECT BADLY ON YOURSELF TOO (HOPE YOU DO THINK BOUT IT!!!)!!!
seriously,
if Singapore really thinking of going towards a graceful society...
the government might juz consider of giving up...
(other than the 'kiasu-ism' s'porean 'glorified'...)
with these kind of BLACK SHEEP around as s'pore nxt generation 'leaders'!!!
**faint**

i noe arts like Chinese dance and drama etc. are not very much appreciate by the public (of cos there are ppl hu do love them)...
but IF YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND A SINGLE BITS OF THE CHINESE DRAMA...
you can sit, watch and wait QUIETLY...
or even WALK OUT OF THE AUDITORIUM...
if the performance you waiting for is not up yet!!!
cos IT'S NOT FUNNY to give CRUDE REMARKS...
yes CRUDE (like jo heard someone commenting 'sex sex sex'...sex your head larr!!!)...
super DISAPPOINTED!!!


and to my fellow drama and dance mates,
DON'T BE DISCOURAGE by some of those UNCIVILISED audience!!!
cos like what chingyi said,
all of you did SUPER WELL today!!!
your performance of today is even WAY BETTER than during the competition itself...
regardless of wat noise those audience made,
you still carried on well,
without affecting your overall performance!!!

and don't forget,
whatever we did...
we are doing for OURSELVES and for PEOPLE WHO KNOW HOW TO APPRECIATE IT!!!
n that's why we got GOLD for SYF and the CHAMPION of the INTER-SCHOOL DRAMA COMPETITION!!!

dun be affected by the crowd(cos i dun tink they'r fit to be name as 'audience' now...and of cos the word doesn't apply to all...it's only for those guilty of it...)
together, we will SHOW THEM WHAT WE GOT...
and show them how LITTLE and PATHETIC they are!!!
**bleah**

finally,
i'm ready to blog bout dancefest 2008 --tarantism!!!
haha =DD

hmm...
i guess it's a rather nice event...
an annual dance competiton organised by our sch modern dance club...
for all dance lovers to p.k. their dance skills with 1 another...

overall,
the competition was good...
dance items put up by the modern dance club members, is enjoyable too...
and nt forgetting the guest performances...
Indian Dance by Indian Society Club(i hope i got the name right =PP)...
Rock-band performance by Kimberly and co. ...
and last but not least,
theatre drama(sheng ming de que xian) by CLDDS (dance and drama)!!!

All in all...
it was a rather successful event!!!
cheerios =_^

`you'll never fade... won't you?
Last moment...
3:59 PM

♥ Saturday, July 5, 2008
this evening will be my first ndp cheerleading performance!!!
though it's still not the actual performance day yet...
there will still be a large group of LIVE AUDIENCE!!!
mygosh!!!

nervous...
not bcos of stage fright or wadeva...
but it is oso my first time being a 'shoulder-sitter flyer'!!!
seriously...
i scare i might miss the counting or wadeva the worst situation gonna be!!!
*sweat*
LOL

but seriously,
ndp cheerleading is fun!!!
haha...my first time experience as a cheerleader...
n being a flyer make it a more 'cheerleading' experience!!!
haha =))
and i realised sth...
nothing is impossible to overcome if u ever try and give your best!!!

recounting wednesday...
my first time tryin out the flyer stunt...
many time i failed to get up on the shoulder of jeremiah(my base)...
bcos i didnt really dare to press his shoulder down, in order for me to climb up...
this may be bcos i've no confidence in my weight n scare i will crash him?!!LOL...
n even if i get manage to get up(with the instrutor or asst insrtuctor as the back-support...anw, initially is another girl, charmaine, acting as my back-support), i felt really insecure!!!
this partly due to my first time and my phobia for height!!!

but bUT BUT...
eventually, i got up perfectly alright, without the initial very insecure feeling, after much try!!!
yes...i dont admit i still hav abit of fear...
but i believe i've overcome my phobia for height quite well now...
n with more practise,
my confidence will be back in no time!!!haha =DD

so yupp...
NEVER GIVE UP TRYING!!!
cos dat's usually how success and achievement come about!!!

last but not least,
HAPPY SWEET 18TH BIRTHDAY, EADELIN!!! =_^

`you'll never fade... won't you?
Last moment...
4:37 AM