XIIN aka PISCES-DOLL aka 娃娃
currently a studious student
a loyal citizen of SINGAPORE
a MAXIMUM ENTHROPY(which mean 'ultimate randomness'...LOL)person
with a pair of greatLISTENING EARSand
a super bubbly and cheerySUNSHINE for your life
My Cravings ♥
i want a PINK LAPTOP
i want a NEW PIANO
i want a DOG
My Favs ♥
Colors : Pink passions: Singing : Dancing : Composing : Piano-playing Idols : anyone who i admire ^0^
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♥ Monday, March 5, 2007
woohoo...today is my last day of work in 'Bubblesland Playhouse'...actually i only decided to work till end feb...but den dat day my senior teacher asked me to stay for a few more days, workin half day(5hrs...initially is 9.5 hr)...so since i will be gettin my 'postin result' tmr, so decided to work till today...den FULLSTOP...lol^^ Initially, i alwaes fantasize workin-life as sth really interestin n well, maybe a little fantastic...n it muz be a joy to recieve my 1st pay...but, it turned out dat i really is too fairytale...or rather, is naive...i rmb dat my 1st wk there is ok..esp when i get to meet someone of e same age as me, n oso waitin for her result, workin there...so life wasn't to boring...juz dat, a little freedom is sacrificed...esp when my frens r plannin outin but i cannot be included cos had to work!...at such time, i really feel lyk quittin(but is partly wanna more freedom n partly becos of e 'stess')...well, i think i still behave lyk n think lyk a child...juz look at e short-term fun...n becos of e 'to stay or to leave' issue, i had some heated arguements w my mum... but eventually, i still listened to her(afterall, i m still a obedient daughter..lol)... Though freedom is sacrificed, i still gained sth in return...which is overcomin my phobia...i rmb since young, i really cannot tolerate e sight of ppl vomittin(esp e stench)....it make me feel sick n eventually i will be 'influenced' n throw out together w them...but dat day, when 1 of e nursery kid vomitted IN FRONT OF ME, i actually managed to help clear up without 'joinin her'...i dont noe how but i juz succeed...*1 clap for myself*...lol...so i guess, i m overcomin my phobia slowly, little by little, bits by bits... If u were to ask me if i gt any 舍不得,我只能说,其实我自己也不懂!...initially i thght i would be glad than happy to leave e 'toleratin'n tirin workin life...esp when i thgt of e thght dat i can nt wake up so early in e morning n slp till 太阳晒到屁股了!LOL...but when i thght of leavin my dearies n babies...n noein dat they too miss me, i actually gt sort of sad?...ya...at e moment 'sad' do e job of descrbin my feelin...aiya, so all is very contradictin...只要是人,一定都会有心情交加的时候的! But no matter now is happy or sad, i respect my decision n dat's final dat i had left!...LOL...but i gt promise them dat i will go back n visit them when i m free...而我深信我会兑现我对他们的诺言的!yes, i will!...haha^^...