♥ Saturday, February 3, 2007
nowadays so lazy to blog n even go online!...well, u cant blame me exactly...u noe, it's tiring to work whole day leh!!!...i even doze off during work!...tink gt kana 'caught' by my collegue but seem lyk she haven 'report' me yet!...*heng*...n tok bout her, i tink she very e bias la...noe wat?...sometime if i nt careful in checkin those children bags( e.g didnt check thoroughly n miss out some hidden correction(s) /homework etc.) n kana 'complain' by parents, she is sure to say me de la...but den if is cassandra nt careful w e checkin n kana complain, she didnt even say a word lor!...noe y??...cos cassandra noes her since young!...so damn UNFAIR...n last tym she say i juz needed to do e fetchin of student hu came by sch bus(dat's mean hav to wait for them under another blk den bring them back to e childcare) den she n cassandra will do e fetchin of skps students...cos she sae they(skps de) more difficult to control...but in e end, i ended up doin ALL(fetchin sch bus de myself n skps de w them) e fetchin la!!!...idiot!!!*-*...but nvm, i thght to myself "e fetchin is more easier den supervisin 30++ near 40 students of p1-p3(...dat time i only supervise 10 students of p4-p6)"...so i thgt dat's e case...well, but it NEVER ends here...recently, she asked me to oso look after those p1-p3, sayin dat e p4-p6 de nvm le...kns la...so in e end my workload is soooooooo over n cassandra only need do soooooo little thing!!!...plus she still 'reprimand' me(well, she dun exactly dare to scold me la...) for nt being firm w e students, n ask me dun alwaes stand there n nt scold e children when they r noisy n nt behavin!...well, i tried, but they juz dosen't seem to be listenin to me( n i oso haven stop tryin lor...juz dat i alwaes leave it to her n do e 'scoldin' only if she's nt around...well, cassandra oso lyk dat de ma!) ...han po hou long dou no one wanna care!!!...*wth+_=*...well, nt only me mah...even if is cassandra they oso dun care much either...it juz seem dat she keep pickin on me!...if nt for mummy, hu asked me to work till end feb, i tink i quitted long ago la!...well, i wanna quit nt becos of e pay(ok, i agree is quite meagre, but becos of e fact dat i love all e children dearly, i dun mind le...)but i tink my collegue, hu is more senior(in term of her experience n age) than me, is juz being too much!!!...*haiz*...well, mayb becos i look too child-liked(well, mst of e parents, hu came to fetch their children, juz saw me dun even treat me as 1 of e teacher...until i told them i m actually 1 there den they jiu you dian bu hao yi si de comment dat i look very young so they mistaken) so she jiu bully me!!!...*bleah*!!!
aiya...dun feel lyk complainin anymore le la...very pek cek le...haiz...n i'm sori to u guys for 'listenin' to me...do bear w me n my lao sao k??...thks...take care n bb^^
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